- on vanp's photo
- on ultramarie's post on apropoetic's page
- on ultramarie's blog post
- on ultramarie's blog post
- on acid_'s post on apropoetic's page
- on maudlin's photo
I have to be honest...this site has fallen into the category of everything else in my life. As much as I did enjoy it here and would like to still do so, I am generally just filled with sadness at every visit... My life is such that I've essentially given up on any foolish thoughts that I could be happy and as such all of...
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Use me...it's basically what I was born for. I've yet to find any other use for myself...one human trash is another man's temporary tool for self-advancement.
My ineffectualness at helping or sparking change in the lives of people I care about breaks my heart more than the thought of my lifelong loneliness, unremarkable life and eventual death alone to be quickly forgotten.
Maybe one of these days someone can save me from myself. Maybe one of these days I'll be happy. Maybe...But if not, maybe one of these days I'll at least make someone else happy...
http://apropoetic.tumblr.com/post/129400986887/my-fireflies-have-left-me
http://apropoetic.tumblr.com/post/129131080192/alphabetic-alliteration
http://apropoetic.tumblr.com/post/129129070057/survivors-guilt
http://apropoetic.tumblr.com/post/129111537687/penned
Despite my appearances, I'm not all doom and gloom. If you get to know me, if I like you or you gain any of my trust or friendship you'll find me to be a die hard supporter.
My life has yet to show me anything to convince me it's worthwhile in the 28 years I've been alive. I'm really not naive enough to think that's gonna change. Except for the seemingly small minority of beautiful individuals out there, people are just shit and there really doesn't seem to be anything we can do about it. They live to make themselves happy and...
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soultry:
Ive had my fair share of some pretty shitty humans but it all comes full circle for them! I let the "shit" role right off and keep it moving!
titanmkiii:
Same here. Nobody out there seems to take much interest in the face that I'm alive. In fact, the world only wants to discourage my existence. People don't give a hoot about me. Women can't stand me. Companies don't want to hire me. However, since I live in a relatively free and developed nation in a pretty safe and clean area allowing me to earn an education and live comfortably and idly, I try not to complain too much.
It's dawned on me there's no dawn for me. I foresee only dusk, dust and desolation in all my future iterations.
Go find somebody else to be your fucking toy