apriloneil

Once again I'm at the hopelessness stage. I don't want to end this. I feel like he's just waiting for me to give up and leave. I don't want to.

This has been frustrating for more than just he and I. My parents are frustrated and concerned. Our land ladies (who have been family friends since I can remember) are frustrated. My friends are frustrated. They see what this is doing to us. To me.

I'm afraid he's already started to move on. I just want to know. He keeps me in the dark.

Why does he do this to me?