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Ugh so I dunno if anyone noticed but I was just kind of not into chat last night....I didn't know why, I just felt down in general...it was a little bit the Penguins but I just felt worse for some reason. I mean I almost cried after I left chat suddenly.

Well I found out today when I got home from work that my Grandfather has Esophageal Cancer.....yea....and LittleBaby was just talking about being empathetic....

We don't know the cause and all I know is that he's going to have surgery to have the tumor removed. We don't know if he's going to have to go through Kemo or any other treatment. We didn't even have a clue that he was having any of the symptoms or getting checked out. He doesn't want my mom or uncle worrying so he thinks that he only needs to tell them when it's horrible.....UGH

I'll be smoking again.....