aprilcot

So, here I am on SG now hoping that it will help me along in this journey called life. I've never kept a blog before so this is definitely something that should be interesting and reflective (I suppose). The last year has been an amazing journey for me and I know its just the beginning. I just friggin' hope it gets better from here on out...lol

My life has been touched by some very special people over the last year and hope that I will at least be remembered and that my memory will at least make them smile. Anyway, I am on a mission...this mission is of self discovery and yes I'm gonna say it...hope. BTW, my punctuation and spelling suck so pretty much if you are a grammar freak don't keep reading. (You have been warned.)

A few things you should know from the get go:

1) I'm Bisexual...hell yes, I just admitted this for the first time not long ago and I am happy to say that I am glad I let myself be who I am...finally!

2) I am slightly demented. All the crap I have been through in the last year or so has put me in a place where I have been able to make some self discoveries but I have also been through a lot of pain and in my book its been tough because it is exactly that, MY PAIN! (Ofcourse, most of this has been emotional but there has been some physical too.) So, in turn this pain has made me someone who doesn't trust and honestly, I don't know if I ever will again.

3) I am a BBW, yes I have extra curves and you know what...I don't care because I know I am an attractive sexy ass woman who can rock your socks off!...lol

4) I have a huge obsession with Vampires...there's just something about 'em.

5) If you are looking for something more than a friendship or casual sex I'm not your gal. I am in no condition to make any type of commitment.

6) I LOVE sex, yep...I admit that I want it more than most men are willing give and in fact am tired of having to beg for it when I am in relationships. Why is it so 'strange' when a woman is actually interested in sex and intimacy?

Well, there's the first blog. Probably boring as hell but it will be interesting to see how things progress.