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So, I've decided I'm getting my first tattoo this week! I am super stoked and ready for it.

The timing is perfect and I can't wait as it will represent my rebirth. I can no longer just linger in limbo and let others control my life. It's time to step out of my shell and be exactly who I am...which is one pretty fucking amazing...
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This is what I've become
A person who has none

No eyes to see you with
No ears to hear your voice

No sense to smell your scent
No taste to breathe you in

The sadness has wasted away
The love shoved down till another day

The sickness builds and pushes me down
Who knows how long it will be before I drown

The emptiness...
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And love's light blue
Led me to you
Through all the emptiness that had become my home
Love's lies cruel
Introduced me to you
And at that moment I knew I was out of hope

Kill me
I begged and love said no
Leave me
for dead and let me go
Kill me
I cried and love said no
Kill me
I cried and love...
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Fake ass people kill me! Really, I pretty much feel that in general I am a good person. I try to do my best to accept others as they are and to live my life as true to myself as possible.

I seem to keep bumping into people who try to pretend to be someone they are not for their own personal gain. I mean,...
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My Drug

These drugs, they kill me
They take away my happy spark
My light, my sanity

These drugs, they make me whole
They make me forget how fucked up
And confused I really am

These drugs, make me realize
How much I need them, want them, breathe them

My drug, he makes me weak
Makes me feel so damn much

My drug, he knows...
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This life, handed to me on a platter
Makes the big things seem as if they don't matter

This life, portrayed by everyone and lived a certain way
Never again have I seen another way

Time and time again we fall
Broken, bruised and beat from it all

Understanding the misunderstood
would do everyone a lot of good

Taking it one day at a time...
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Why do we teach young girls that love is like a fairytale. Disney movies portray princesses and princes living a wonderful magical life together. Newsflash...there is no such thing as happily ever after! Even when you do find someone who is worthy of your love and vice versa it is still hard work.

I've been in and out of love more times than I care...
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Ahh...Saturday...

I love the friggin' weekends! Gonna be having some friends over later to chill out. I tried out the chat room on here tonight, it was interesting. I thought it was pretty sweet that you can actully cam it if you want. I will definitely be using that!

Speaking of chatting, has anyone checked out that chat roulette site? It's pretty entertaining and sometimes...
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