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"There's no way to delay that trouble comin' everyday"



Weird day today, I went for a long walk. Ended up at the movies, decided to see "Crash". Could not maintain my composure during sad parts. Wept like a child. I haven't wept in public since the last Dead show I saw in '94. Afterward I wandered around in Wal Mart in a daze, chicks were checking me out.... or was it an hallucination? Walked some more.



While wandering the streets I observed a colorless sunset.



Stopped and bought a cigar. I took a dozen or so gnarly puffs and my mouth got so dry my lips stuck to my teeth, which made mumbling to myself even more awkward than usual. Stopped again to buy a tallboy, chugged it in one gulp. The taste of tobacco made my mouth sting, but I found the combination not unpleasant.



Stepped outside early this morning. Observed a giant crescent moon. Thought about my problems and then I smoked some pot. Then I thought about your problems and I started to feel sick. I stood up too fast and cut off the circulation to my head, saw a red haze and lost all motor control. Wrestled with various objects in my backyard, including my bike and the lawnmower. It's a miracle I didn't lose an eye or break any bones. Somehow I think I maybe had it coming.