apostrophenow

Big Fan of the Holidays, are ya?

I was too, briefly. When I was a little kid. Then it became a real downer. All the usual reasons would seem to apply; but in retrospect I was probably just F'ed up in the head. I can't count how many Thanksgivings I spent out of my mind. I mean, I could, but I don't want to.

Now, I go with the flow. I'm sort of good with my immediate family. Sort of. They can't F with me as much 'cos I'm old. I'm seldom seen in the daylight so I often go unrecognized at family functions, and that works for me. I don't feel any strong craving for drugs. That's different.

Anyway... do people change? Of course they do.