Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

apostrophenow

Phoenix

Member Since 2004

Followers 42 Following 52

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Thursday Apr 24, 2008

Apr 23, 2008
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
"I hate straight people..."

I could describe the girl's appearance, but it wouldn't matter. Shopping malls have a homogenizing effect; the individual becomes blurred. Identity is morphed, a peg meant to be banged into the most convenient hole. Everyone is on sale. This is by no means a phenomenon exclusive to gringos. Ever been to a mall where everyone was black? It's the same thing.

I tell myself I'm not a people person, but I'm drawn to stare into the masses. I don't like street drama, but I find it fascinating. I hate people, but I like people. Be my friend. No. Fuck you. Ever wonder what it might be like to read people's minds? It's a horrible, beautiful thing.

"Can you help me out with some change, sir?..."

I'm not curious and I'm rarely shocked at the nature of people. Public places can be calming, like big aquariums. Looking around, I see patterns. The predictability is not altogether unpleasant. Invariably, (people are) all the same. Sometimes, if you listen carefully, you can hear what they're thinking.

Matching the random thought to the thinker is a (strange) game, I know. And often, one must first ask can anybody hear me? Sometimes, it requires tracking a person discreetly. One must decide on the fly whether or not to attempt telepathic contact. Woe unto them that fire mind bullets only to cut down the innocent passerby. The sloppy psychic is unfulfilled and sketchiness follows him in his wake.

"...motherfucking mexican prick...! "

Yes. The school is self-harmonizing. The pack determines it's own purpose. Yet the individual is given to rebelling. Punching a fist in the air, we strike out at everything. This outburst has a rancid center. I'm not laughing at me, I'm laughing with me. What I'm trying to say is, you can trust me, but don't put me in charge of the button. What's the point of having nukes if we're not going to use 'em?







More Blogs

  • 09.02.06
    4

    Saturday Sep 02, 2006

    Life, is so beautiful for some more than others every breath, every…
  • 08.31.06
    6

    Friday Sep 01, 2006

    Happy fuzzy bunnies. Rainbows. Puppies. Unicorns with... frickin' …
  • 08.31.06
    4

    Thursday Aug 31, 2006

    I see my destiny here. I see the error of my ways. I see what I…
  • 08.29.06
    7

    Wednesday Aug 30, 2006

    Read More
  • 08.28.06
    2

    Tuesday Aug 29, 2006

    I got paid today. It does't take much to make me happy. Chest pains…
  • 08.26.06
    3

    Saturday Aug 26, 2006

    better
  • 08.22.06
    3

    Wednesday Aug 23, 2006

    My best friend has an inside joke about me, which he never fails to j…
  • 08.18.06
    5

    Saturday Aug 19, 2006

    I have learned to use my insomnia as a device to purposely screw with…
  • 08.16.06
    3

    Wednesday Aug 16, 2006

    strange nervousness interspersed with laughing melancholia, dim cosmi…
  • 08.13.06
    2

    Monday Aug 14, 2006

    ugh. I'm coming off a bender. I remember washing a smelly dog, eatin…

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

24
years
10
months
12
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,686 SuicideGirls
  • 1,113,818 followers
  • 15,123,325 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,833,866 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Complaint / Content Removal Policy | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2026

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo