apontes29

the fourth of july........woohoo.............
im finally working........it will be nice to have money.......my checking account is hovering near zero.......my savings is under......eek..............the past week has been a nightmare.........but then, so has the past year..........i wish i could just even out and not be affected by everything............actually slept alot last night into the morning.........woke up and everything hit me again........grrr....not fun......oh well right? sure.................my brother bought ton of alchohal for tonight.......maybe i will get smashed.....i keep thinking, where the hell will i be in 4 years?.........scary.