.......6 am. lovely. stayed up all night and my friend gave me a sleeping pill of somewhat at around 2 or 3....didnt work obviously. i watched cheaper by the dozen last night....and before that i watched moores new movie....it was a pretty good movie....i dislike bush even more than yesterday...and i really didnt like him yesterday...im so dissiliousioned with politics in general...kerry wont do a better job...it will be the same thing only with a different person.....oh well.......world war three is coming soon enough...i guess i can wait a little more.... ive got alot of shit to get done...no money to do it and i wish it was all done yesterday...stayed over at alex's most of the night....that girl is going to turn into a night owl hanging out with me...poor girl is so damn confused...i wish i could help her out.... .....i did read some funny things on astrology and sex though....i liked what it had to say about aquarious's.... 
....maybe i will consume nothing but a ton of caffiene today so i stay up for 30 or more hours...lovely....just lovely....
i still wish i could remove the last three years from my mind and bury it in a box in the ground like a grave....but alas.......
"I have found some kind of temporary sanity in this
shit blood and cum on my hands.
I've come round full circle.
My lamb and martyr, this will be over soon.
You look so precious."
and just because i dont seem to put enough of these things in here......
....maybe i will consume nothing but a ton of caffiene today so i stay up for 30 or more hours...lovely....just lovely....
i still wish i could remove the last three years from my mind and bury it in a box in the ground like a grave....but alas.......
"I have found some kind of temporary sanity in this
shit blood and cum on my hands.
I've come round full circle.
My lamb and martyr, this will be over soon.
You look so precious."
and just because i dont seem to put enough of these things in here......