apontes29

huh...........so i got a job...yeah!.....im going to cook at chilis......just what i always wanted......to be back in the food service industry...i guess i shouldnt complain though, its a job and it will pay actually money.....maybe my bills will start to be paid on time......maybe not... ......went for breakfast with my seattle friend alex, then we went to the bookstore and wandered for an hour or so....she is in tough shape.....she is probably going to get a divorce from her husband......although, i think she is holding herself pretty well considering....anyway, she helped land me the job...i go in later today to figure out what hours i will get...
i was supposed to hang out with my other friend today....we were probably going to go see a movie and have dinner, but she called and cancelled....apparently she needed time for herself........which i can understand, but still.....i was looking forward to going out with a friend that i have not seen in awhile....didnt know what to do with myslef......went and bought some spray paint and painted over the flames that were on my car....so now my car is black in the front....looks kinda funny but better than the flames...then i went to best buy and wasted the rest of the money that i had in my checking account and bought a video game.......im such a dork.......on monday the air guard recruiter is going to call back......im seriously thinking of just going active army right now....but im just not in the physical shape that i need to be to do what i want to do...to try out for selection and go spec forces...oh well........whatever i guess...what happens will happen...so its about 2 ish in the morning....i just cant sleep at night....maybe i will go drive around central ct again for hours listening to cds........but perhpas i will just take a trip to 711 instead....whatever i guess........