........its saturday night..............in the past two days ive gone through 600 bucks........got my car registered........saw dodgeball........worked out insanely.........called a friend i havent talked to in awhile........ran into a friend i havent seen in about 5 years.....went to a stripclub (with my ex-mother in law) for the first time to see two friends....and then went drinking with my brother at his underage friends house........ive also slept insane hours.....
.......goodness....................
after the post i made on thursday another friend i have sent me an email.......basically it was the equivlent to a slap in the face for which im gratefull.......she told me to just freaking deal with the fact that life sucks and to move on.........now everyone has been telling me this for awhile now....but.......i think it finally hit me........yes my wife of one year dumped my ass with no explanation and life pretty much spiralled out of control for abit but its time to forget that girl...........its her loss........everyone tells me im a great guy and its her loss that she left me.....so fine........i'll start to think that way......i dont need her.......i have my own life to reclaim........so yea.......a slap in the face to come back to reality......i definaetely needed it.. thanks katie........
......thursday i was in the middle of a 10 mile hike when a car beeped at me.....it was my friend alexandria whom i havent seen since we crashed her aunts car in seattle 5 years prior....small world......she has three kids and a marriage that is falling apart.......(im so dissillisioned(spelling?) with marriage....)...after i got back from my hike and showerd i went over to her house where we caught up abit......we're both emotionaly wrecked......we are cliches........we cried, laughed, drank wine and had a good time.......also watched office space.........i left her place at like 3 in the mornig....
friday i got my car registered.......the line at the dmv wasnt bad....i also got there about 20 minutes before it was going to close........so now i have wheels and i feel a little more free.......im not trapped in my moms basement anymore......hehe......called up alex and we went to see dodgeball.......ate at the cromwell diner and then went to sliders and got in some pool.........then we went back to my house and watched the bourne idenitity and the bjork concert......she left at 5ish in the morning.........
i woke sometime in the late afternoon and worked out abit.......showered and went to gnc to get some protein mix and vitamins.......then went to borders and splurged on a cd......then my exmotherinlaw called me up to ask directions to a strip club near my house because some friends of ours were going to be dancing..........i told her and she said i should come and join them........so i did.......first time in a strip club...................weird...........................our friends were good (awkward watching them abit
......... and then i left........and went to my brothers friends house to drink shots of tequilla.......and now im back here................wondering what the hell happened to the last twenty years of my life........
wow this was abit of a long post.....
.......goodness....................
after the post i made on thursday another friend i have sent me an email.......basically it was the equivlent to a slap in the face for which im gratefull.......she told me to just freaking deal with the fact that life sucks and to move on.........now everyone has been telling me this for awhile now....but.......i think it finally hit me........yes my wife of one year dumped my ass with no explanation and life pretty much spiralled out of control for abit but its time to forget that girl...........its her loss........everyone tells me im a great guy and its her loss that she left me.....so fine........i'll start to think that way......i dont need her.......i have my own life to reclaim........so yea.......a slap in the face to come back to reality......i definaetely needed it.. thanks katie........
......thursday i was in the middle of a 10 mile hike when a car beeped at me.....it was my friend alexandria whom i havent seen since we crashed her aunts car in seattle 5 years prior....small world......she has three kids and a marriage that is falling apart.......(im so dissillisioned(spelling?) with marriage....)...after i got back from my hike and showerd i went over to her house where we caught up abit......we're both emotionaly wrecked......we are cliches........we cried, laughed, drank wine and had a good time.......also watched office space.........i left her place at like 3 in the mornig....
friday i got my car registered.......the line at the dmv wasnt bad....i also got there about 20 minutes before it was going to close........so now i have wheels and i feel a little more free.......im not trapped in my moms basement anymore......hehe......called up alex and we went to see dodgeball.......ate at the cromwell diner and then went to sliders and got in some pool.........then we went back to my house and watched the bourne idenitity and the bjork concert......she left at 5ish in the morning.........
i woke sometime in the late afternoon and worked out abit.......showered and went to gnc to get some protein mix and vitamins.......then went to borders and splurged on a cd......then my exmotherinlaw called me up to ask directions to a strip club near my house because some friends of ours were going to be dancing..........i told her and she said i should come and join them........so i did.......first time in a strip club...................weird...........................our friends were good (awkward watching them abit
......... and then i left........and went to my brothers friends house to drink shots of tequilla.......and now im back here................wondering what the hell happened to the last twenty years of my life........
wow this was abit of a long post.....