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How many gypsy villages did I kill in a past life? 100?

So I come home from work to a surprise. The IRS is telling me that I did claim something on my 2004 taxes. I know owe, with interest included, $861. Great. Fucking great. This is an insanely large chunk of money for me. I make nothing, and this is the culmination of about...
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lufy:
I suck. Go read my journal to find out why.

I'm sorry. frown
petiteparadox:
Don't worry, you're not alone in your fear of falling off. It's not exactly something I look forward to. Thus why it's good to learn the 'proper' way to fall off. I remember the first time I was cantering around the ring and my instructor said "ok, that's great, now fall off". I was like "WTF? seriously?" As odd as it sounds, practicing falling off is a great way to teach yourself how to get your feet underneath you fast. Just like a cat! miao!! Only not my cat, because he's not so graceful. biggrin

Hang in there. Money matters suck. Even if you have to take a crappy job now, look at is as a stepping stone to something better in the future. On the up side, it IS Friday now!
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Thanks for all the nice words. I've been a big eeyore-type person lately. I think I need more hugs or something.

I stayed home from work today...and not even for anything fun. Last night during knitting circle I felt horrible. I was chilly and sweating and queasy and light-headed. I felt almost like I was getting the flu, even though earler that day I felt...
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akirali:
At least you'll be doing something fun smile
Among the guests this year are:
Kevin Smith (showing footage from Clerks II), Smallvilles Erica Durance, Stargate SG-1's David Pallfy and "Episode III''s Matthew Wood (General Grevious), Geoff Johns, both Romitas, both Kuberts, Jim Lee, and shit tones more. here's the full list
akirali:
Guess who I just talked to and is going to be @ Wizard World? David motherfucking Mack! biggrin
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You know whats irony....
I've felt kind of introverted as of late. I don't want to talk to anyone. I spend most of my days at work sitting alone knitting. (well, when there's not real work to be done). But in the back of my head I feel so lonely it kills. Because those were the exact moments I'd call my mom and ask her...
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lemuria:
kiss im here if you ever want to talk.
teena:
sorry your having a tuff time. i hope it gets better soon...

i told your boy that you both should come on Monday....i'll even make you one of my delicious strawberry frozen margaritas!
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I've still got nothing.
I tried to have a conversation with a friend yesterday and it turned into me complaining and deciding it was not a good idea for me to leave the house.

My boy has decided there's a cloud over my head.

But...here's a random list of things I noticed yesterday:

- High on Fire sounds like what Slayer should nowadays. Slower, sludgey,...
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lufy:
"Mr. Mopey-pants" is busy the entire time I'll be there. frown

Maybe we can convince him to call in sick one night?

We need much food, drink, and music together one night. That'll get rid of those "ugggs". tongue
shadyvito:
When you Vito was a moron for going back to N.J. I thought that you were talking about me!
Thing that I like most about your journal entries is that you say that you got nothin and then you write three paragraphs! You rock.
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My mom once told me "if you don't have anything nice to say then don't say anything at all"

Hence the silence. Because no matter how much I'd like to bitch and complain, no one really wants to hear it.

So...quiet.

I finished a project for work, I took pictures, they'll be up soon.
And if you see someone with a cold walking around in...
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fieldofdepth:
Can't wait to see the project. smile
blackcorvidae:
oh, i'm ok....
i was having a temporary voilent fantasy.
it'll probably relapse soon. wink
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Happy Mother's Day to all the mom's out there, and the mom's to be.

My mom was my favorite person in the whole world. I think she will always be. I could talk about the most mundane things and she would listen. She'd calm me down when i was crying, make me feel loved when all I felt was lost, and she understood me like...
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photosweetie:
aponia!!!
no, you rock!!!!!!
i want to come visit you at rosie's... do you work on thursday? i have off...
the ring is actually all silver... it was a cuttlebone castings and the top looks like a stone b/c of the light i photographed it in smile
hope all is well!!!!!!!

xox skull
akirali:
I've been doin ok.
Yeah I saw that trailer, I really can't wait to see it. I honestly think I'm more excited about this one than either of the other two. Mostly because of all the characters and how action packed it looks. biggrin
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Sooooo tired.

Two concerts back to back after very long days of work.
Wedsenday was Mono and Pelican, yesterday was Mogwai. More post-rock then you can shake a stick at!

Ok...starting in order:
Pelican. They're like a heavy metal band without a singer. Very good. Although I always get confused when bands don't hace accents. I can't tell you the last time I saw a...
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teena:
i'm going to hide in the living room all weekend with the lights out and watch Stargate nonstop. and take naps. lots of naps.

gosh but its nice to be old tongue
seaniefresh:
Thank you for the mention to your Mom. It makes me feel good that we're in your thoughts.
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Ok, so the only time I have to update this thing is in the morning. And the length will largely depend on how long i can go before my hungry stomach takes over to find cereal.

I want to first and foremost say a HUGE thank you to Teena and blackcorvidae for hosting a great party! It was fun. I saw alot of people I...
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shadyvito:
You are one busy lady. After ten hours of work I don't want to move off the couch.
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Some jackass was laying on his car horn at 6:30 this morning. I nearly ran outside and killed him.

Finally fall back to sleep.

A few minutes later some jack ass on a motorcycle tears down my little street.

Back to sleep again.

Then finally, the fucktards on the garbage truck are SCREAMING down my block, trying to make the most noise any human possiblely...
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photosweetie:
hey aponia!!
it was so mice to meet you and chat it up on saturday!! we should definitely get together soon and knit!!

xox skull
stewfnrocker:
thanks for the rocking birthday wishes, you and your husband are amazing!

It was good seeing you guys at the party on saturday.
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You know how everyone has a favorite designer...whether its shoes or blouses its normally someone.
Well mine is Queenbee Creations. She designs bags. And good lordy are they nice bags. Vegetarian friendly since they are made with the most amazing fake leather I've ever seen! Put together beautifully. The designs on each bag are simplistic and graceful. I have literaly made friends with girls on...
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shadyvito:
Queen Bee should throw you a free bag after that testimonial. I'm even curious to see one.

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[Edited on May 02, 2006 5:37PM]
illstabyou:
It is the Public Enemy with Flavor Flav. They played in the park near where I work last summer. Sadly, they're just kind of playing the songs they've played hundreds of times before. They really did lose the sense of urgency they once had.

But Ice-T, he was always my favorite.

I never really had anyone to look up to growing up, so most of my life lessons came from listening to Ice-T rap tapes. You know the dangers of drugs, never drive drunk, respect those who respect you, never join a street gang, the importance of a healthy lifestyle, and how to dismember racist family members and dispose of their bodies.

Did some research and found out that the show exists for an Ice-T reality series. They're doing the School of Rock show again on VH1 only its the School of Rap, Ice-T replaces Gene Simmons, and the little kids play a show with Ice-T and Public Enemy instead of Motorhead.

I have too much time on my hands today that I'm looking stupid stuff like this up on the internet. smile

Anywho, I'd watch out for Queenbee Creations if I were you. It may turn out to be your downfall from animal rights.

If the fake leather is so convincingly real, you'll start getting soft and not let little pieces of leather on clothes slide here and there. Before you know it you'll be wearing a leather jacket!

Be careful! smile