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Man.. I hope insomina isn't one of the side effects I get. If it is... i'm in DEEP SHIT. I took prozac (back in the day when it was all the rage.. circa 1990 I think) and I didn't really experience any side effects.I take that back.. except it made Mr. Wiggly go limp from time to time.. needless to say I wasn't to happy about that. About four years ago I tried Wellbutrin and I hated it. Gave me heart palpataions and I didn't sleep to well either come to think of it. So that's when i decided to swear off drugs altogether. Now, i'm reconsidering. I guess I'll have to see what happens but you have been very helpfull and I appreciate it. Anyway...

Martha is a freak and I think i saw that Halloween episode where she looked like Siouxie Sioux. Would've been funny to see her break out in to her own rendition of "Halloween" or "Arabian Knights" and then maybe follow with an encore of "Hong Kong Garden".
I tried to add you to my meager friends list lol (It just dawned on me that I should start talking to more people on here and makes some friends) mine is pathetic. It wouldn't work though (probably my fault) i still don't know how to get rid of that guy's picture. I'll have to figure it out later. I have to get up early, busy day going to San Francisco to have some much needed fun on the town with a couple friends.
Take Care,
Michael

Arrr, actually it is barely starting to get cold here in Oregon, and it was actually making me super HAPPY, i don't know why, but i think the colder and greyer it is out, the happier i am, to a certain level (like not below 30 degrees, although then if it is snows it is again happiness but only for the first one or two days). I just found out gr3g is getting laid off though in like three weeks.....he will get unemployment and stuff, but my mood is just totally shit right now, plus i am menstrual and feel like hell being up this early.......otherwise i am sure i would be decadently happy. Oh well. Why so many *bitchass* things gotta be gettin' in my happiness way?

Ahhh, oh well. Mmmmm, pie. I could eat like a whole pumpkin pie RIGHT NOW. Or perhaps just a slice of banana creme or key lime, but just a piece because those two are disgusting in excess. Actaully, i want cookies. NOW.

As for tattoos, i have so many i want that in my head i am a regular ink pad while my skin in reality remains white and naked. I already probably have several thousand in ink planned up, but that is unrealistic on my budget. Do you think it is wrong to apply for a credit card and use it for the tattoo? Actually i would probably take so long paying it that the interest would stack up and i'd be paying for it as long as i had the tattoos--the rest of my life. I want several things, three of which especially, and i don't know which one to get first. The one I want the most would be on my left shoulder, a giant old rusty skeleton key (just like one my parents actually had up on their wall) lying on top of ivy (or other comparable botanical background). It would be pretty detailed however not "realistic" entirely.

Well i need to go. Work at Seven. Blargh.

-Slie

Well... thank you so much for answering my question, and "wordy" is good! You were very informative and helped me more than you might think. The insomnia part has got me a little freaked however 2 hours at 15 minute intervals? That would be a total nightmare for me (i'm sorry you had to go through that) Sleep is very important. If I don't get enough I'm in an absolute wretched mood. Doesn't it suck being in the 1 percentile when it comes to side effects? Damn luck.

To answer your question about Martha Stewart.. umm... well yes and no. How's that for an indecisive answer? I don't see her and I having a picnic in the country drinking wine and eating cheese. But, I will say this... the lady is pretty creative and has some damn good ideas even though she is a viper. Funny you and others on here have mentioned Martha and Halloween. I watched one of her Halloween specials a few years ago. She used those cheap "human" face masks that most Halloween stores carry every year and taped up the eyes and mouths, filled them with water and froze them to make giant spooky ice cubes that would look back at you bobbing around in the punch bowl. Fucking genius. Like gr3g said, it totally appealed to my goth side. That's when I became a fan

oh, nice to meet you too!

Hope i'm not intruding. I saw your post on Thora's page. I'm about to become heavily medicated for depression soon myself. I swore off anti-depressants for the last 5 or 6 years, but recently things have gotten so bad that I have to do something. My doctor thinks Effexor would be the best option for me. Did you have many side effects with it?
To answer your question what pisses me off? Ha! EVERYTHING.

1. The fact that SG hasn't posted an interview of mine that i did two months ago.
2. Hot weather.
3. My self-involved ex-girlfriend.. who likes to call me and pretend she geniunely wants to know how I'm doing, but then she just talks about herself, even though she doesn't really have anything to particulary interesting going on.
4. My aching back.
5. Accidentally peeing on my leg.
6. lonliness.
7. 14 year old girls in bikin's hitting on me (yes it does actually bother me) where were you when I was 15?
8. Car salesman
9. Rednecks
10. Republicans

Well that Planned Parenthood is the surgical one. Plus I mean they don't really like birth control and all that if they are all christion right? I dunno they should just stay the fuck home its hard enough to go and get your ya-ya checked out you shouldn't have to be told that you are going to hell.

Ahhh with my storage pod came my Lush products. I took a bath last nite with the rose fizzie (I can never remember names) and a bubble tub thingie. I like to combine like scents of the fizzies and the bubbles. I like bubbles but somethings the fizzies have more scent. My one soap (not the buffy) melted darn it I am sure its still good.
Oh yeah I stare down cars when I cross the street too (I don't if I am walking my dog unless I am carring her) But when I drive I am so mean to people its like I always have the right away...

Well remind me when the next full moon hits. I want a special scent toooooooooo.
I am doing so much laundry its sick. The storage unit smelled of something and now everything even though it was in plastic bins smells like this something. Sooo I am forced to wash like everything. And I think I am ready to admit I am girl the owns to many shoes and clothes and maybe to much make up but I have a place to keep that..oh and hair products why do I need so many??? Still nice to have my stuff.
Ugh someone rang my doorbell at 6:00 am couldn't really go back to sleep....but now I have to get ready to go to work and I feel like I could sleep 4 more hours at least. I hope the person that rang my bell catches like a cold or something...End of ranting on your journal.

I haven't been to a wedding in years... to give some perspective, last time I was at a wedding, I got carded. I was underage, so I had to get my mom to bring me drinks. I'll be 27 next week. Damn, I'm old.

I love your organic flower story. ha ha!

The new bjork is ok...She is forever changing. To me it almost sounds like japanese noise which I am getting into a little anyways. So its ok. I will always have my sugarcubes if I want to listen to her when I loved her the best. But I like it.
Oh and you all better not talk about getting old. I am 29 and I didn't get carded at the liquer store yesterday (in del where they post a sign if you look under 30 we card you) SOooooo I am unhappy about age..one more year to my 30th damnit.

Awww...see, I told you you'd have a good time. Actually, I didn't, but I meant to.

u play cool video games. i admire that. really.

No hell for you! I've skipped the ceremony on a few occassions. Current fave colours are black, greens & pinks.

Ahh...all that penance. Better get cracking on it!

A lot of my friends are starting to get married and have kids and all that jazz. Granted, they're 3 or 3 years older than I am.

No worries, I have enough stuff to worry about. Besides, I'm never ever ever ever ever getting married!

I'm a fan of black, blue and silver.

Dude I don't think I want to ever play dodgeball with those boys. I think I would lose a body part.. Plus I always got picked last for dodge ball so I don't like to play. hmpf. But kareoke..NOW that was funny. But yeah had fun and soooo jealous that you will go to the lush store. The sex bomb is great and I love waving not drowning. Oh I just love all of em. I just got temp hot water as soon as my storage container arrives (I packed all my bath stuff in it der) I am sooo taking a bath with all my lush goodies in my pink bathroom.
Anyways fav comfort scents lavender, lilacs, fresh cut grass, potato soup cooking (only this one that I make that I got from my mom who won't eat it anymore because it has like 6 cups of milk and 3 eggs in the recipe I can never be vegan because of this soup)

I told you that Hero was playing in the city, right? It was at the Roxy, along with Gozu. We should go....

I've been very lazy. i have all the metal, i have the hinges, i have everything. i just need to pull the metal out of my trunk and cut it, drill the holes, and bolt it.

after that it's all stenciles and figuring out what kind of design i want on it.

I like your purses !!! I've been trying to make a few out of old band t-shirts but I think my machine needs to be serviced. Don't think i have the patience to learn to knit, crafting for me requires immediate satisfaction. I've been getting alot of recommendations for the Zinn movie. When I was in NH this summer there was an open casting call in Boston for another film of his. I wasn't able to get to the city, but the craigslist ad said that he was to be the guide on a "people's history" bus tour - That would have been cool...

Yeah I was reading the forum and read that she puts in some free ones sometimes. I don't care just as long as no patucholi (er however that hippie stuff is spelled) I can't stand it...I really can't...its almost as bad as Polo orginal in the green bottle. hehe I am really anti that scent.
I was playing with my MLS apple pie ala mode...I like when they taste...some of them don't and they aren't as good but yeah I am hungry for apple pie. (I have the apple pie demeter here as well I could like totally get myself craving)
I work for my parents in Delaware they own a swimming pool company. I do all the office work...job costing, payroll, billing, just crap work. I hate it but I do get to go on the internet alot so that is always a good thing. But working with my family is a bet annoying. I really want to work at MAC but I get paid a bit more here then I would there...but I don't get free make up BUT I also don't have to deal with many humans during the day. I also get to work whenever I want...meaning come in around 11 leave at 11....

lol cool goth kids im fine with. if they're not and give me evil stares , then id be like "um what?" haha.

but yeah. i gotta find a cool accepting job

you take care!