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Guitar Wolf fucking rocked.

BUT....the opening band Peelander-Z was the best thing I've seen in many many many moons.

I want to have Peelander Red's lovechild!
Sexy Japanese dreads.....meow!

They rocked so hard with the Medium Rare Steak and Human Bowling.

Sigh..SO FUCKING MUCH FUN!!!!

Peelander-Z

Its slushy and gross outside. Not the beautiful snow capped countryside all the songs seem to be about.

I came in to a bitchy email from my boss, yelling at me for something I have little to no control of. If he just asked me, it would have been cleared up in a minute.
My patience is really wearing thin concerning this place. My promotion...
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Its cold, its supposed to snow.

I don't know what to make of this weather. Like winter is trying to get as much wintery crap in before March.

I'm feeling sort of better today. Knitting therapy helped a lot. I come home from circle happy every Wedsenday. And, I got a boat load of knitting done to boot! I'm still on my sock kick. Its...
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Home by Saturday
by Hayden

You're the one thing that I'm leaving
That will come to my mind dreaming
All along the highway speeding
And up in the air as far as I fly

You're the first thing that I'm thinking
When I'm taking off and landing
In the cities that I'm playing
To the people I won't ever know

This is the last time...
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I'm not feeling too great now. I don't even really feel like talking.

I could understand being rashed if my drugs were at least working, but they did jack shit. I feel worse now, like more depressed and out of control, then I did two months ago.

And its a full time job making everyone think I'm ok when i'm not.

Fuck it all...seriously...just bah.

I got a lot of tears out of my system this weekend. If you don't know why, read my last journal entry.

My thanks to all those that cared and showed me love...I love you all!

Everytime I close my eyes I see my frail little mom smiling. Because even after all she's going through...she still smiles at me from across the room. That smile...
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I was home today.

My mom is so frail. I can barely even hug her anymore. She can barely walk and she's constantly bleeding.
I washed clothes all day and helped her move and pickup things since she can't bend over and its hard for her to get around.

Needless to say I'm a mess. I don't think I can cry enough to get out...
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Song of the day: Kung Fu by Curtis Mayfield as performed by the Dirtbombs

I'll start my entry off with music, since thats where my mind is today. I'm desperately wanting to shake my ass today. I want to listen to some rock n roll and dance around and get all sweaty.

But what am I doing? I'm driving home to my parents house tonight....
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Goodmorning boys and girls,

After knitting circle last night I opted to stay in and sleep, even though I did want to go out and visit friends. So i'm sorry to those I didn't get to see last night. I've just been so dang tired lately.

I'm sock crazy. I want to knit them all day long. I blame my friend Regina...since she is the...
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Saw High on Fire last night. The show was great. I went out and drank before hand with some of my boys friends, and my friends now. I smoked a lot of cigarettes...I was smelly and sweaty and I had a heck of a good time.
Nothing like sludgey metal to pick up your spirits.

I almost went into the pit....if I didn't have so...
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