aponia's SuicideGirls Blog

First Fig

My candle burns at both ends;
It will not last the night;
But ah, my foes, and oh, my friends--
It gives a lovely light!

- Edna St Vincent Millay

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kay:

It is a lovely light!

~cheers

Mar 24, 2005

seaniefresh:

I made the the 2 last weekends of April 4 day weekends. Camping & fishing in Deleware and then fishing and drinking in Florida with my brother & mom. I can't wait to decompress.

Mar 24, 2005

I almost got hit by a cab on my way home from kitting circle.

It literally stopped a few inches from me. I felt the air rush from his car slamming on its breaks.

I yelled at him, as I got soaked in the rain.

After a really fucking bad day.

Fuck you world...I mean for fucks sakes!

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driana:

You know, I've always had this strange attraction to scenes in movies where walking characters yell at cab drivers. Like Dustin Hoffman, Woopie Goldburg, Gary Sinise...

Hope you feel better soon!

Mar 23, 2005

teena:

yikkes. glad it didn't hapen! rainy bad days suck...don't i know and im sorry for acting like a crack whore bitch.

Mar 23, 2005

I'm damp.

Its raining cats dogs and frogs out there.

I don't have much to say. I fell asleep very early last night because of back pain. I watched some of a Deadwood episode. Its funny in the fact that every other word is "fuck". My favorite line: "Come here boys and meet a fucking gentleman". HBO...please don't get me hooked on another show. I...
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kay:

To be blunt, I'm not sure that knot ever goes away until they pass. I feel the same about mine. It kills me everytime I think about it. There definitely is no guide book to this. Unfortunately. *le sigh*

The only I think we can do is celebrate they way they were, and celebrate what time we do have with them. Other than that, I'm at a total loss.

I hope work eases up on you sweetie. I think if you found something you were happy in, it would help so much. *hug*

Take care!
~cheers

Mar 23, 2005

cest_la_mae:

Deadwood is terrific, this last episode was actually the least exciting eva, but I highly recommend it. Actually I like it more than Carni...
nevermind

Mar 23, 2005

I'm really getting fed up.
There's a busy body at my work. She looks in records that don't concern her just to find mistakes other people make.
I used to be friendly with her, now I just think she's a bitch. And she sends the most condescending emails about it. Like "Oh, i wasn't aware we still sent clients to this school" when she knows...
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illstabyou:

Thanks so much for the birthday wishes ... it means a lot. Seriously.

I love the new picture by the way.

Mar 22, 2005

fieldofdepth:

Ditto...love the new picture. Work can really suck the life out of you sometimes. Just remember this: you are better than them. There, doesn't that feel better?

Mar 22, 2005

I have been so lazy about posting lately. I don't know what is wrong with me. My mind feels too filled with information. I need to go on a mental vacation, not think for awhile.

I didn't get a mini-purse done this weekend like I was hoping. I was too busy watching movie after movie. The devil's Backbone is an amazing film. I think I...
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egon:

anchorman is the greatest film EVAR!!!!!!

And we will get married! on top of a mountain! and there will be flutes!

Mar 21, 2005

bittergirl:

yay! fun! I can't wait -- I did Renegade Chicago last year and it was brilliant. I'll have my craft posse with me, too...

Mar 21, 2005

I haven't updated all weekend.

Haven't had much to say.

My hair is now black and I bought the new issue of punk planet. And I'm way behind in production for the looming craft show.
On the plus side....my tables fit in my new car. Yippee!!!

I have two parties and Easter next weekend. I think I needed today to rest up.

I love you...
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darklis:

Craft deathmatch has to be the funniest thing EVER.

Mar 20, 2005

darklis:

Make a windchime in ten minutes or DIE.

The host is frigging irritating.

Mar 20, 2005

I'm so lazy today....not updating my journal til 7:35.

Let me quickly step onto my geeky box.
X3.....Beast is awesome...I'm so excited he's in the movie. Gambit...eh...but at least he's not a main character...Angel.....Angel? Yeah..he's an original X-man...but...Angel? And the rumors he was going to be a she....what the fuck??? As if! Seriously!!! He's definately going to be a he. I've checked every website from...
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rubysparkle:

Congratulations! When is that fair? I've always wanted to check out New York.

Mar 20, 2005

driana:

You lucky bastard! The Butchies and Sleater Kinney all in one night!? Argh, SO jealous.

The sexy of all that...

Mar 20, 2005

I just got the greatest email in the world....

I've been accepted to my first juried craft show!!!!!!

I will be representing in Brooklyn come June at the official Renegade Craft Fair.

Holy shit!!!! What am I doin here flappin my jaw....I have purses to make!!!!

Oh my god oh my god oh my god!!!!

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twotoner:

Congrats babe! So glad to hear it!

What flavor is the green BK shake? Happy St. Pat's. Time to go to work!

Mar 17, 2005

akirali:

oh, well if you wanna talk about games on my general playlist:
-Batman: Rise of Sin Tzu (actually not that bad)
-Silent Hill 3
-Silent Hill 2 (havent started yet)
-Ico
-Record of Lodoss War
-Champions of Norrath
-Grandia 2
-Skies of Arcadia (haven't started yet)
-Beyond Good & Evil (haven't started yet)
-Legend of Zelda: The Ocarina of Time
-Star Wars: Jedi Knight II: Jedi Outcast (thats a lot of colons

)
-Final Fantasy IV (haven't started yet)
-Final Fantasy V (haven't started yet)
-Final Fantasy VI
-Final Fantasy X
-Final Fantasy X-2 (haven't started yet)
-Final Fantasy Tactics
-Chrono Trigger (haven't started yet)
-Shenmue
-Shenmue II (haven't started yet)
-Metal Gear Solid 3 (yes, again

)
-GTA: San Andreas (I'm finished the story, but I wanna get 100%)

Mar 17, 2005

I'm back on my drugs full steam ahead. I forgot how really exhausted I got on this medicine. I'm so tired my eyeballs hurt. My brain feels like oatmeal and my limbs feel like lead.

Blah......its either crazy or tired....i'm not sure which is worse.

At least my spending spree is somewhat curbed when i'm on this stuff.

I had a terrible migrane last night,...
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darklis:

Good for you! You know I'm a craft-dork as well.

Mar 15, 2005

geekgurl:

Hehe. I don't really post all that much myself, but I have been to a couple group events.

Mar 15, 2005

I streched my ears up to 6 gauge yesterday. They're sore and they hate me, but i don't really care.

I'm sleepy. I'm back on the medication that makes me exhausted 24-7, so waking up is a very hard thing. If I could have slept all day, I would have.

Carnivale is getting so insanely good. I watch the show with my mouth open, jaw...
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cest_la_mae:

Carnivale, yesssss...
I got all misty eyed when Jonesy kicked the buzzard.

Mar 14, 2005

akirali:

Hahah thats fucking awesome! Who says you can't apply video games to real life?

Mar 14, 2005

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