I am so stressed out at work I don't even know what to do first. all the piles of papers are glaring at me, taunting me with their largeness!
I did resize a gif this morning. So thats one thing off my check list of things to do.
Tonight is Sugar mom's with Apocalypse_Dude and some other SGPhilly kids. I have my doctors appointment today,...
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I did resize a gif this morning. So thats one thing off my check list of things to do.
Tonight is Sugar mom's with Apocalypse_Dude and some other SGPhilly kids. I have my doctors appointment today,...
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I feel weird when I don't update.
I thought I had lost my Ipod so I walked all the way home from work, only to realize it was in my bag the whole time. I win the dumbass award for today.
I have a shawl pattern I'm dying to start. I may work on it on the way to sheep and wool. The colors are...
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I thought I had lost my Ipod so I walked all the way home from work, only to realize it was in my bag the whole time. I win the dumbass award for today.
I have a shawl pattern I'm dying to start. I may work on it on the way to sheep and wool. The colors are...
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sculptor666:
yes i'm being funny... there was just a bunch of updates to his website, so i've been listening a whole lot the past few days 
juliette:
Can I rob a yarn (chain)store for you? I need an activity for tonight.
Another week to wade through.
I FINALLY have a doctors appointment on Wedsenday. Thank the freakin lord. Its only taken me 3 weeks to get one. My nether regions have been more uncomfortable then not lately. I need to get my parts checked out.
My right elbow is killing me. I've been knitting on bigger needles to get my change purses done for my craft...
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I FINALLY have a doctors appointment on Wedsenday. Thank the freakin lord. Its only taken me 3 weeks to get one. My nether regions have been more uncomfortable then not lately. I need to get my parts checked out.
My right elbow is killing me. I've been knitting on bigger needles to get my change purses done for my craft...
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akirali:
It sounds like we both could use a comic/videogame weekend 
Hey I don't know if you'd be interested, but I'm heading out to Pittsburgh on the 20th of this month to visit my friends Peggy and DaddyX. On that Saturday (the 21st) they are throwing a little get-together, SG style. If you and Apocalypse_Dude wanna come out I know you'll be more then welcome.
I know it's a ways out just for a couple of hours, and you may not be able to make it but I wanted to invite you guys anyway, in case you can make it
Hey I don't know if you'd be interested, but I'm heading out to Pittsburgh on the 20th of this month to visit my friends Peggy and DaddyX. On that Saturday (the 21st) they are throwing a little get-together, SG style. If you and Apocalypse_Dude wanna come out I know you'll be more then welcome. I know it's a ways out just for a couple of hours, and you may not be able to make it but I wanted to invite you guys anyway, in case you can make it
akirali:
SInce I'm staying for the whole weekend (as opposed to just a couple of hours) I'm flying out. Southwest has a kick ass deal, $29 each way
Things I have bought on the internet this weekend, by Aponia Suicide:
1. a vibrator
2. edible body butter
3. 3 packs of stamps, 37 cent variety.
Am I exciting or what!!!
.....back to your regular programing....
Anyone want to go for drinks?
Ask me something....anything...
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My girl Stasia has been archived, but her last sent went up anyway. Its sexy as the dickens....
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1. a vibrator
2. edible body butter
3. 3 packs of stamps, 37 cent variety.
Am I exciting or what!!!
.....back to your regular programing....
Anyone want to go for drinks?
Ask me something....anything...
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My girl Stasia has been archived, but her last sent went up anyway. Its sexy as the dickens....
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teena:
awesome i didn't really want to have to buy one if someone else had one they could bring! thanks!
i didn't really want to have to buy one if someone else had one they could bring! thanks!
g00000ne:
Can I feel your boobies?
Hope you are doing better....I am still in my funk. Its hard to get out of this. I hope your mom is ok....I know what it is like since mine is sick. I send you lots of these
all the time.
Hope you are doing better....I am still in my funk. Its hard to get out of this. I hope your mom is ok....I know what it is like since mine is sick. I send you lots of these
all the time.My last post is too depressing. I need to liven things up a bit.
so something positive....hmm....
Its my half birthday!!!!
Only 6 months to go til I'm 29!!!
Thats all.
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I just ordered the purtiest vibrator I ever did see. And it was on sale! Rock!
so something positive....hmm....
Its my half birthday!!!!
Only 6 months to go til I'm 29!!!
Thats all.
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I just ordered the purtiest vibrator I ever did see. And it was on sale! Rock!
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akathisia:
Doood, i need a good vibrator. The one i have sucks. That one Juliette is getting looks awesome. I don't really "need" one but hey i'm home alone sometimes.
Regarding your previous post: I'm sorry you are feeling so bad. You are one of the nicest people i have met on this site. I like you lots. If thats not positive i don't know what is! If you are ever in the area you are welcome to come stay in our tiny apartment!
Ok lotsa love and hugs being sent your way!
Regarding your previous post: I'm sorry you are feeling so bad. You are one of the nicest people i have met on this site. I like you lots. If thats not positive i don't know what is!
If you are ever in the area you are welcome to come stay in our tiny apartment!
Ok lotsa love and hugs being sent your way!
akirali:
Happy half birthday
I've always been jealous of girls and thier ability to buy cool toys. All the ones made for guys look like shit.
I've always been jealous of girls and thier ability to buy cool toys. All the ones made for guys look like shit.
I think my body is slowly saying fuck you! Its wants off this Jennifer roller coaster.
I've been smoking all week. I know, its terrible, but it curbs the nausea and thinking and stress. My lungs feel heavy and gross. The Lithium is making me feel disgusting. My head feels like its full of fluff, and the thought of food is turning my stomach. I'm...
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I've been smoking all week. I know, its terrible, but it curbs the nausea and thinking and stress. My lungs feel heavy and gross. The Lithium is making me feel disgusting. My head feels like its full of fluff, and the thought of food is turning my stomach. I'm...
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kay:
*hug* Your mother really is a wonder. It is good that she still remains so positive. My mother was freaking out yesterday, as they found something in her esphogas. They took biopsies. She is worried it is cancer. I do not think so, but needless to say, I drank a ton in my stress yesterday.
I really wish they could find a medication for you so you would feel better. Lithium does not seem like the way to go on this. Too strong. Especially if you are not enjoying your iced coffee! Yikes!
Take care love, and know that warm thoughts are coming to you from the frozen South.
~cheers
I really wish they could find a medication for you so you would feel better. Lithium does not seem like the way to go on this. Too strong. Especially if you are not enjoying your iced coffee! Yikes!
Take care love, and know that warm thoughts are coming to you from the frozen South.
~cheers
apocalypse_dude:
i'll use a crowbar on you if you dont watch it
I don't really feel like talking.
My mom and her cancerous tumor is weighing heavy on my mind.
I'm going to be a nervous wreck until she gets that biopsy on Monday.
I wanted to call out of work, so I can sort alot of stuff in my head, but i came in anyway. I think i'm afraid to be in a house alone with...
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My mom and her cancerous tumor is weighing heavy on my mind.
I'm going to be a nervous wreck until she gets that biopsy on Monday.
I wanted to call out of work, so I can sort alot of stuff in my head, but i came in anyway. I think i'm afraid to be in a house alone with...
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teena:
sorry for the stresses your facing!
nyssa:
I was stopping by to introduce myself, but see you probably need more postive thoughts than introductions today - so I'll stop back again later.
I will keep you and your mom in my thoughts this weekend. Take care....
I will keep you and your mom in my thoughts this weekend. Take care....
It seems my mom might have another cancerous tumor. She's getting it biopsied on Monday.
I was having a bad day, but it seems like all my shit is petty compared to that.
I want to play "One for Sorrow, Two for Joy" by the Innocence Mission over and over in my head.
If the Lithium wasn't making me nauseous already this would be.
I'm...
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I was having a bad day, but it seems like all my shit is petty compared to that.
I want to play "One for Sorrow, Two for Joy" by the Innocence Mission over and over in my head.
If the Lithium wasn't making me nauseous already this would be.
I'm...
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fieldofdepth:
Sorry to hear about your mom. *hugs* are all I can offer but it is heart felt.
bloodyhammer:
Because stuff like that makes you feel "small" in comparison. I hope your mom is ok. Try to keep up some positive energy for her (and yourself). Hope everything works out for the best. ::hug::
P.S. To answer your question i'm actually doing a lot better than i was a few months back. I've been on Effexor since September and it's really working well for me. The information you gave me back then really helped. I thank you.
P.S. To answer your question i'm actually doing a lot better than i was a few months back. I've been on Effexor since September and it's really working well for me. The information you gave me back then really helped. I thank you.
I am now taking the unholy trinity, well, thats how i like to think of it. I am still on Zoloft and Geodon, with Lithium added. Lithium is one of those drugs that they have to monitor closely, if my blood levels and salt levels change it could cause the medication to build up toxic levels.
Fun, I know. So I can't take more or...
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lielock:
My nana is on lithium...I always fear that someday they will put me on it..depakote which is suppose to be similiar messed me up though so I doubt they would ever. I really hope this works for you though. I mean something that has been around forever it has to work right?
but yeah you have to keep an eye on your liver and stuff.
I own the warriors...it rocks
now I really want pink moon (spooky I am going to try to find an imp) I spilled a little black annis on me today and now I smell like something I don't like.
but yeah you have to keep an eye on your liver and stuff.
I own the warriors...it rocks
now I really want pink moon (spooky I am going to try to find an imp) I spilled a little black annis on me today and now I smell like something I don't like.
apocalypse_dude:
check your email
I have so much to do today. I have a psych appointment I can't reschedule, because I would have to wait 3 weeks for another one. And my drug supply would only last another week tops. Grrr...
I know I sound like a broken record, but I really hate my job. Well, I don't mind my job, its my boss and all the politics i...
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I know I sound like a broken record, but I really hate my job. Well, I don't mind my job, its my boss and all the politics i...
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youarenotalone:
I've heard so much about you as well, specifically your boobs, but that still counts.
bloodyhammer:
What kind of job do you have? I was in a similar situation a few years ago.
I wouldn't let the "new boss" push me around... so I just kept doing what I was hired to do, not all the extra bullshit they tried to pile on me. I wasn't going to quit, so they would have to fire me and that's what they did.
It was the best thing that ever happened to me. I went back to school and I'm almost finished and I 'm doing what I always wanted to do in the first place, and I'm much happier. Photot editing and photography. I hope your doing better. You need a more stress free life! take care!
I wouldn't let the "new boss" push me around... so I just kept doing what I was hired to do, not all the extra bullshit they tried to pile on me. I wasn't going to quit, so they would have to fire me and that's what they did.
It was the best thing that ever happened to me. I went back to school and I'm almost finished and I 'm doing what I always wanted to do in the first place, and I'm much happier. Photot editing and photography. I hope your doing better. You need a more stress free life! take care!
and your journals are always interesting, even though i don't comment much. i always want to wish you well but i know that would sound weird repeatedly. but i hope you are ok medically. god i'm awkward.