Hi kids,
I still feel this knot in my stomach. I got all my tax information sorted out. But its just weird, knowing thats its gone and I'll never see them again. I'm still overwhelmed with emotion.
But I have to pick myself up by the boot straps and carry on. I've already started a scarf to sell in November in Pittsburgh.I'm also looking into...
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I still feel this knot in my stomach. I got all my tax information sorted out. But its just weird, knowing thats its gone and I'll never see them again. I'm still overwhelmed with emotion.
But I have to pick myself up by the boot straps and carry on. I've already started a scarf to sell in November in Pittsburgh.I'm also looking into...
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My stuff was not found. No good samaritan turned it in. No call on my phone.
I cried all night, but I've tried to stop. I'm trying to block it all out of my head. Its too painful to even talk about.
For anyone who doesn't know why i'm so upset go back one day in my journal.
I still can't believe all of my...
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I cried all night, but I've tried to stop. I'm trying to block it all out of my head. Its too painful to even talk about.
For anyone who doesn't know why i'm so upset go back one day in my journal.
I still can't believe all of my...
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bittergirl:
Oh my God, I am SO sorry to hear that! I hope someone finds it and gets it back to you!
Someone on our side of the park got the glass in their truck smashed in, too...
Someone on our side of the park got the glass in their truck smashed in, too...
akathisia:
Oh my gosh, I'm really sorry. Thats really bad. Although I hope it doesn't actually stop you from making bags since you are so good at them. It really sucks because those bags are one of a kind, but i guess if anything positive at least making them is expirience. Ugh. I'm not helping am i?
Anyway, I'm sorry lady.
I hope you get something in the mail to cheer you up soon.
Anyway, I'm sorry lady.
I hope you get something in the mail to cheer you up soon.
Its all gone.
We were packing up our car after today's show and my boy, by mistake, forgot to put in our new tent and my blue rubbermaid container. This container held all of my bags, my tax paper work, business cards, and everything else I owned business related.
Everything is gone.
The police won't take a report over the phone. So I have to...
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We were packing up our car after today's show and my boy, by mistake, forgot to put in our new tent and my blue rubbermaid container. This container held all of my bags, my tax paper work, business cards, and everything else I owned business related.
Everything is gone.
The police won't take a report over the phone. So I have to...
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geekgurl:
That's horrible! I'm so sorry, sweetie. I hope you get the stuff back. *hugs*
juliette:
Oh god. I'm so sorry.
That happened to one of my best friends - her house burned down along with all of her artowrk and her senior thesis (sculpture).
She bounced back, after the crying and shock, and her new work was even better.
but again, i'm so so sorry.
I'm so sorry.
That happened to one of my best friends - her house burned down along with all of her artowrk and her senior thesis (sculpture).
She bounced back, after the crying and shock, and her new work was even better.
but again, i'm so so sorry.
I'm so nervous I've given myself intestinal issues.
I won't go into the gory details.
Eek eek eek!!!!
I'm nervous. I'm not really ready to venture into hipster mecca. I'm not that cool. I'm a dork. What if all the cool kids make fun of me? What if i'm the only one who doesn't sell shit? What if my stuff sucks?
EEK!!!!
Can't breathe....I feel...
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I won't go into the gory details.
Eek eek eek!!!!
I'm nervous. I'm not really ready to venture into hipster mecca. I'm not that cool. I'm a dork. What if all the cool kids make fun of me? What if i'm the only one who doesn't sell shit? What if my stuff sucks?
EEK!!!!
Can't breathe....I feel...
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juliette:
if you are nervous just pretend you arent. fake it. it works.
yes i want to be a renegade and hang out!
yes i want to be a renegade and hang out!
rubysparkle:
You will have fun, meet new people, do some trading and make some money! Thats what I love about doing the shows and fairs! Enjoy it!
Hey everyone.
This week has been a rollercoaster. I don't know if I'm coming or going anymore.
My mom is so sad. When I call her I just feel like a lead ball has been dropped in my gut. My dad is being a prick, even though she depends on him to eat and take her medicine. They're slowly going through all of their savings...
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This week has been a rollercoaster. I don't know if I'm coming or going anymore.
My mom is so sad. When I call her I just feel like a lead ball has been dropped in my gut. My dad is being a prick, even though she depends on him to eat and take her medicine. They're slowly going through all of their savings...
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juliette:
i wish we had a laughing emotokon b/c i am laughing, loudly, while trying to eat my 3rd trader joes brand ice pop of the day.
shadyvito:
Good luck at the fair.
Last night I realized just how not-goth I am. I went to a goth night with the SGPhilly crew. Its just so different then what I remember. I haven't been clubbing in like 7 years, and that was in Newark, NJ. and before that NY. I was amazed to see kids, 14 year olds, there. I used to go clubbing when I was 14, but...
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kay:
Oh shit. That definitely is not good news at all. I'm sorry your father is being a wanker. she deserves nothing but kind words, because there will come a time, when he will not have her around. He better start appreciating her, and quick!
With the operation, what are they looking at doing? Is it something she is comfortable doing? How much of an impact will a feeding tube make...meaning, will it still permit her to be active?
I'm sorry love. Drop a line if you need to. *hug!
~cheers
With the operation, what are they looking at doing? Is it something she is comfortable doing? How much of an impact will a feeding tube make...meaning, will it still permit her to be active?
I'm sorry love. Drop a line if you need to. *hug!
~cheers
illstabyou:
Hahahah -- I share your feelings.
I went to that place in Newark (QXT?) once about six or seven years ago. It was the only time in my life I felt out of place for not wearing a cape.
I went to that place in Newark (QXT?) once about six or seven years ago. It was the only time in my life I felt out of place for not wearing a cape.
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tailin:
I love the DARK! what can i say? 
It was really really nice to have FINALLY have talked with you and despite all the "kindergoths" it was an alright night.
You looked very nice. I actually should have tried dressing up a little more but i was being lazy in my jeans and t-shirt.
Sorry we won't see you over the weekend. Enjoy yourself and we will get together again soon. *hugs*
It was really really nice to have FINALLY have talked with you and despite all the "kindergoths" it was an alright night.
You looked very nice. I actually should have tried dressing up a little more but i was being lazy in my jeans and t-shirt.
Sorry we won't see you over the weekend. Enjoy yourself and we will get together again soon. *hugs*
juliette:
I think you'll like the video. 
Again, I can't say it enough, thank you for the love and support.
My mom called me this morning to tell me she was in a better mood and that she's ok. She wanted to make sure that I was ok and I knew she was ok. After reading everyones post, it is a waste of energy if I'm just upset all the time. I...
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My mom called me this morning to tell me she was in a better mood and that she's ok. She wanted to make sure that I was ok and I knew she was ok. After reading everyones post, it is a waste of energy if I'm just upset all the time. I...
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bloodyhammer:
I'm glad to see that you're trying to keep positive!! I hope things get better and I think they will! ::hug::
illstabyou:
I'm so happy to hear that your mom is doing better and in good spirits!
Completely unrelated -- I'm sooo jealous that you got to see Bruce Campbell in the flesh.
Completely unrelated -- I'm sooo jealous that you got to see Bruce Campbell in the flesh.
I had a crying fest with my mom this morning.
I called her, she's not mad at me, she appreciates my daily phone calls, and we both cried and cried. Mind you, i'm sitting at my desk at work while all of this was going on.
My dad is picking on her. I could just punch him in the face sometimes. He has no right...
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I called her, she's not mad at me, she appreciates my daily phone calls, and we both cried and cried. Mind you, i'm sitting at my desk at work while all of this was going on.
My dad is picking on her. I could just punch him in the face sometimes. He has no right...
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figmentation:
Kisses and hugs.
It's ok to be scared,
If you're able to, Go see her. Love on her.
~HUGS~
It's ok to be scared,
If you're able to, Go see her. Love on her.
~HUGS~
lordauch:
Sorry to hear that things are so rough right now. Hope they get better for you and your mom.
Hi everyone.
Today was a day of mixed feelings. I saw Iron and Wine, which was achingly beautiful, but the last song, I just cried and cried. I couldn't stop.
My mom is doing worse then I thought. It seems her kidney now has cancer patches, which means its spreading, maybe uncontrolably. She can't really walk around and has to use a bedpan even at...
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Today was a day of mixed feelings. I saw Iron and Wine, which was achingly beautiful, but the last song, I just cried and cried. I couldn't stop.
My mom is doing worse then I thought. It seems her kidney now has cancer patches, which means its spreading, maybe uncontrolably. She can't really walk around and has to use a bedpan even at...
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kay:
Oh love. *hug* I'm so sorry. Let me know how things go. I'm not on AIM regularly but feel free to email me, and I will call or hook in to chat. *hug*
~cheers
~cheers
g00000ne:
Oh no, after what you just told me I thought it may have been on the upward swing for you. *sigh* I am here for you in my thoughts - you know that. ALWAYS.
Hope your week goes better, can't wait for another event. See you soon.