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Wednesday Aug 17, 2005

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Its Wednesday. The middle of theweek. It feels like I've been here days already. Time moves very slow in my office. Like watching paint dry.

I'm looking forward to knitting circle after work. It will give me the motivation to actually do something.
I don't know whats been bothering me lately. I come home and immediately fall asleep, and usually stay asleep until the next morning. I just don't feel like myself, and I don't want to be awake for hours. So I sleep.
I think my new anti-depressants just aren't working yet. I feel miserable and effort in any form just feels like too much.

The side effect of my meds isn't helping either. They make me extremely tired, so i'm always one step away from falling asleep.

What I wouldn't give for an espresso right now.

My friend Mikey bought me Mariza tickets on Monday. We have 15th row. She is this amazing Portuguese Fado singer, and this is her first tour ever of America. Lila Downs, a Mexican singer, will be opening. I can't even explain how excited I am about this. I can't afford to go to Portugal, but at least I can get a small taste of the country.

Tell me, what is a good way of staying awake? I need advice, or I'm going to end up face down on my keyboard drooling.
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akathisia:
Hey, i miss you, i haven't been on here as often since our computer is broken.

The best thing for not falling aleep for me is breaking up tasks a little. Like if you have one really boring, long project you are working on, take a break now and then to do something else that needs to be done. That, and some caffeine usually helps.

That cooncert sounds really great. I really like what i have heard of Mariza.

Take care lady! kiss
Aug 17, 2005
sewpunk:
hey... you are probably knitting right now...

try taking a walk. It always works for me even if it's like five minutes. Something about the sun and fresh air...

kiss
Aug 17, 2005

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