aponia

I'm still horny....count it...its been 5 freakin days!!! I'm going to burst...really...this is just getting ridiculous!

Went home ninja style yesterday...saw my parents, sat with my mom, saw the boys parents, went home. I needed to do laundry, so no long drawn out talking sessions with the family. Hopefully that will come soon.

Its hot outside, which is making me grouchy. I have a job interview today, which I'm debating on canceling. It pays more, but its much more straight-laced then where I am now. I might go on the interview for the hell of it, even though i'm not really dressed for it. I mean...its going to be in the 90's today, there was no fucking way that I was going to wear a long skirt and stockings...fuck that!
See...this is my dilema..sure my job sucks, but for the most part I'm ok here, I just get paid total shit. If I got paid more I wouldn't be looking for another job. I don't have to dress up, they're really flexible when it comes to my psych appointments and my mom (well, not really, but they let me take time off so I don't quit), the big draw back is the low, low salary and the shitty vacation/sick time. Which pisses me the hell off. If they just gave me what I deserved, I wouldn't need to leave. I can't even describe how frustrating it is. Especially since the guy at my work who is constantly fucking up, who is constantly slacking off, makes more then me, even though I spend a good chunk of my day fixing his mistakes. I think that what pisses me off most of all. Because he can afford to go on extravagant vacations to Europe, which constitutes as "traveling", he gets a higher position, even though I've been here longer and I work harder. And don't even get me started on the whole "well he has a degree" bullshit! I know many people who went to college for 4 or 5 years and didn't learn a damn thing. Just because I don't have an expensive peice of paper.... I mean, I'm not stupid, I read more then most people in my office, I study literature and history on my own...
AGH!!!

The whole thing is giving me a headache.

Thats my reality every week. And it sucks!!!

I needed to vent. Bless your hearts kiddies...for listening to my rants..

10 Happier notes, by Aponia Suicide:
1. Siren Festival in Coney Island is this Saturday. Yay!!
2. Knitting circle is on Wedsenday, and I'm so looking forward to finally starting my cabled shrug.
3. I live with the cutest boy ever...Apocalypse_Dude
4. Return of craft night is in two weeks...
5. The devil's Rejects comes out in two weeks...I'm so excited for this movie!!!
6. Tonight hopefully we will start World of Warcraft...my desire to be a zombie will finally be fulfilled!
7. I saw the wonderful Mercy Saturday, she gave me the coolest skull beads ever! (quick sad note..I'm going to really miss her when she moves away this week! I need to start planning a trip to Vegas!)
8. The new Bust is a pretty good issue. They think Simon Pegg is hot, and so do I! I heart nerds!
9. 3 1/2 months until my birthday!!!
10. and last but not least...all the good friends I have on here...you make me happy!

Maybe if I force myself to make a happy list a few times a week everything else won't seem so bad.

What do you wear to the beach?

I wear a short skirt and t-shirt, and then wade into the ocean until the bottom of my skirt is wet..

Tootles!