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Monday Jun 27, 2005

Jun 27, 2005
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Hi kids,

I still feel this knot in my stomach. I got all my tax information sorted out. But its just weird, knowing thats its gone and I'll never see them again. I'm still overwhelmed with emotion.

But I have to pick myself up by the boot straps and carry on. I've already started a scarf to sell in November in Pittsburgh.I'm also looking into the Bizarre Baazar in Boston. I have ideas in my head for scarves, mittens and hats. I'm eyeing up my stash and the great things I can make with it. Plus, its easier to carry around a scarf then a giant bag all summer. I will survive. I have to.

At the show on Saturday I was filmed for a knitting show on the Oxygen network. There's a chance it will never make it to air, but it was still nice to be interviewed and appreciated. I was the only one there this whole weekend knitting. I must be weird. So if you see my ugly mug on the TV let me know!

I saw my mom yesterday. She's almost lost all of her hair. The shot she's been given has caused a severe rash on her face and scalp. So her hair is slowly falling out. Its only wispy peices now. My mom has never lost her hair from cancer, so its weird to see for the first time. I didn't know hot to react.
She can move around a little now. She can go to the kitchen and make food, but for most of the time she's immobile. I think she's getting sick of being confined to her chair. I would be. She's crocheting a million and one things. Its amazing how much she's gotten done. I like spending time with her and I want to more often.

I need a weekend off, or a day. A day to sleep late, knit, and sit around doing nothing. Everything has been so non-stop for the past few weeks. I don't have time for myself anymore.

So much to do, so many hours to go through.

Oh...I saw Land of the Dead. Better then I expected, but nowhere near as good as the original trilogy. I did like how they took the concept of Day...that the dead could learn and slowly comprehend their surroundings..and ran with it. I don't want to give to much away. Romero does this genre so much better then most directors. His movies aren't just horror movies but they make social statements. Good zombie flick....go see it.

Oh lord, do i hope this week goes smoothly.
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shadyvito:
Hey I need a new scarf! Let me know when I can buy one. Knitting seems like it's a great outlet for you, we all need something like that.
Jun 27, 2005
tailin:
I'm soooooo soooo sorry for you, I wish there was something i could do. I hope all gets better soon. ....Crossing fingers, toes and eyes...ouch....thats giving me a headache...okay so toes and fingers.

Hope your week goes better, can't wait for another event. See you soon. smile
Jun 27, 2005

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