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Thursday Oct 25, 2007

Oct 25, 2007
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January 20, 1941 - October 25, 2005

My mom died two years ago today.

It feels like so much time has passed, like a whole lifetime, but it all feels so recent too.

I still cry most nights. I still can't look at her handwriting and I still start sobbing whenever I go into an AC Moore.

Its weird what memories I think about most. I'm always picturing her hands, and the silly face she would make at me or the short but sweet voicemails she would leave me.

I was a stronger person when she was here I'd like to continue to be, make her proud of me, but sometimes getting out of bed and dragging myself to work is all I can muster.

I miss her everyday....and I will forever.

I love you mom...and I always will.
VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
monsterbaby:
Happy Birthday, Lady!
I hope you are having a great day and had a good weekend.
Oct 29, 2007
maxi:
Happy GORD birthday sweetie! hope your doing well. Your 31 on the 31st how crazy is that!
Oct 31, 2007

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