I'm just a fucking mess. Seriously. A big honkin mess.
I'm about this close to throwing in the towel and moving to a fucking cave.
I didn't just get laid off the Friday before Thanksgiving and the month before Chirstmas. See....if that was the only issue I could handle it. Its all the stress that has happened afterwards that makes me want to cry hysterically for the rest of the week.
The day before I got axed I ordered my dear husband birthday gifts through amazon.com. Which is quite a normal occurrence. I order ALL of my gifts through this fine website. So yes...fastforward....I'm laid off. Since we were supposedly still cool I thought "great, I can still pick everything up". HA!
- Stupid mailman tries to deliver to a business address on a Saturday. A notice was supposedly left. I'm told by ex-boss that no notice was left.
- I pick up another package on Monday. No amazon.com box. I'm paniced so I go to the post office and look for it. 1. They don't have it. 2. They wouldn't give it to me anyway if they had it because I don't have the little slip.
- Check USPS website this morning. Supposedly it was delivered yesterday morning. I didn't see the box there last night, so hopefully it had just been moved away from the rest of the mail.
- Since I have zero luck.....my boss is away starting this morning until next Monday. I will not know if it was actually delivered for another fucking week. PLUS I have a second package that I'm sure will meet the same fate.
...and if I hadn't mentioned this before....my lovely husbands birthday is next Tuesday. I'm not sure if I'll have any of my packages by that date.
This whole thing is making me so stressed out that I'm unable to sleep and its causing spasms in my stomach.
So its not bad enough that I'm laid off a month before this joyful fucking holiday....but now I'm having problems getting things I ordered! THAT AREN'T EVEN FOR ME!!!
I give up...seriously......I just give up.
Last year sucked.....like more then it ever has or will...and this year is shaping up to be pretty shitty too.
blah.
(and extra added bonus....since she's leaving for her "trip" I most likely won't get my paycheck until Friday, when I normally get it on Tuesdays. AND since this is me being optimistic, It may be Monday....heck it may be NEXT Friday. She's fucking up my life up until the end.)
I'm about this close to throwing in the towel and moving to a fucking cave.
I didn't just get laid off the Friday before Thanksgiving and the month before Chirstmas. See....if that was the only issue I could handle it. Its all the stress that has happened afterwards that makes me want to cry hysterically for the rest of the week.
The day before I got axed I ordered my dear husband birthday gifts through amazon.com. Which is quite a normal occurrence. I order ALL of my gifts through this fine website. So yes...fastforward....I'm laid off. Since we were supposedly still cool I thought "great, I can still pick everything up". HA!
- Stupid mailman tries to deliver to a business address on a Saturday. A notice was supposedly left. I'm told by ex-boss that no notice was left.
- I pick up another package on Monday. No amazon.com box. I'm paniced so I go to the post office and look for it. 1. They don't have it. 2. They wouldn't give it to me anyway if they had it because I don't have the little slip.
- Check USPS website this morning. Supposedly it was delivered yesterday morning. I didn't see the box there last night, so hopefully it had just been moved away from the rest of the mail.
- Since I have zero luck.....my boss is away starting this morning until next Monday. I will not know if it was actually delivered for another fucking week. PLUS I have a second package that I'm sure will meet the same fate.
...and if I hadn't mentioned this before....my lovely husbands birthday is next Tuesday. I'm not sure if I'll have any of my packages by that date.
This whole thing is making me so stressed out that I'm unable to sleep and its causing spasms in my stomach.
So its not bad enough that I'm laid off a month before this joyful fucking holiday....but now I'm having problems getting things I ordered! THAT AREN'T EVEN FOR ME!!!
I give up...seriously......I just give up.
Last year sucked.....like more then it ever has or will...and this year is shaping up to be pretty shitty too.
blah.
(and extra added bonus....since she's leaving for her "trip" I most likely won't get my paycheck until Friday, when I normally get it on Tuesdays. AND since this is me being optimistic, It may be Monday....heck it may be NEXT Friday. She's fucking up my life up until the end.)
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grimjack:
Ack! Sorry to hear about your problems, chica...maybe you should just start tending bar someplace. That way, you can drink your problems away AND get paid...
illstabyou:
Oh my gosh -- that's terrible. It'll work out sooner or later. Its not like your husband can't read this and know what's going on. If anything you'll have a great story when you look back and laugh at this next year. 