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A year ago today my mom died.

I got the call around 10pm. A medication she was on caused her heart to stop. They recussitated her, but she already had massive brain damage. They let her pass away.

I didn't get to see or talk to her the day she died.

She was my favorite person in the whole world and there's not a day that goes by that I don't miss her.

My boss is very understanding and has let me take the day off. I was initially going to go into work, but I feel horrible. I keep crying and crying. Its making me feel sick inside.

There's nothing else to say. I just can't believe its been a year. I can't believe I haven't hugged or talked to my mom in a year. Its just overwhelming.

I just hope she's happy wherever she is, and that someday I make her proud.