aponia

God...my posting seems to have become few and far between. I've been busy. Work is a big chunk of my week, then there's going to the bar, grocery shopping, and just trying to actually get things accomplished on my time off.

And honestly....I've not been much for talking as of late. I've been keeping to myself, only really seeing people on a one by one basis.

I think its a combo of my upcoming birthday, the year anniversary of my mom's passing, and the fact that I feel like I'm living no where near my potential. I just feel very old and sad suddenly, and the last thing I want to do is bum other people out.

I'm almost done a scarf. Maybe I'll post some pictures of that later this week.

Maybe something a bit more peppy as the week goes on.


Well....I'm at least happy its October 1st. Its always been my favorite month, and even though its held a lot of tragedy, I'd still like to make the most of it.