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Friday Aug 25, 2006

Aug 25, 2006
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So if I dwell on jobs I didn't get that's letting the terroist win...right?

I'm still in not-the-best spirits. I'm bummed.....I was getting all worked up and then a big let down. I can't even begin to tell you how many stupid resumes I've sent everywhere. I look at Monster.com, Careerbuilder.com, and craigslist.com more times in one day then I care to think about. I practically live on those site.

Sigh.

I'm trying to stay positive and keep myself busy. I've been embroidering here and there. I finished and blocked a HUGE ASS SHAWL. Like I can't even explain how big this thing is. It will swallow the earth!
This weekend I will hopefully go fabric shopping with a friend. I'm clueless when it comes to fabric. I know everything about fiber, very little about fabric. I have it in my head I'm going to make pillows and wall hangings. We'll see how it goes.

Hopefully alcohol will be in my near future. If you'd like to join me let me know.

Thats about it. I feel like I've been home for months when its only been two weeks. God help me through another week of this crap.

I have knitting to get back to. Its keeping me sane. Well...that and the repeats of Deep Space Nine. I forgot how damn good the show was.

...I have a feeling I'm going to be posting a lot more often now....
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
fieldofdepth:
Ok. So I hate to sound all "mom-like" and all but have you thought about going to school? I know you wanted to a while back and it seems like this is the perfect opportunity.
Aug 26, 2006
fieldofdepth:
That really bites. Can you get any type of financial aid? If you haven't applied you really should. The only way that you're going to be able to make the kind of money that keeps you more than barely getting by is if you have a degree. Well, I guess it's not really the only way. But it's the only sure way.
My sister moved back in with my mom for about 2 years so she could finish school. They live in Santa Clara where rent is stupid expensive, like $1,200 a month for a one bedroom apartment. It sucked but she's making more than $25 an hour now.
Aug 27, 2006

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