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Tuesday Mar 21, 2006

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Hey kids.

I'M NOT DEAD! Well..online I am, but I promise, I am alive and breathing.

I've just been anti-social as of late. I've had alot on my mind thats been upsetting me and I haven't wanted to talk to anyone. I guess I didn't want to spread around my misery to other people. Why bring them down, you know?
Lots of thoughts about my mom and my lack of communication with my dad.

Now it just seems silly to get into Vegas stories, because a month has passed. I'll put up pictures in my folder though. Well, maybe I'll tell a story or two as they become relevant.
I've been married for over a month now. There's not a boy I would rather be with. He's my favorite person in the whole wide world and he's my family. I love him. Apocalypse_dude love love love

I won't even get into work. Its driving me insane. We've been talking alot about moving lately, so I let that keep me smilely when everything else sucks. It looks like it is definately this year, definately before winter. I love Philly, and I'll miss everyone, but I just need to go do something else. I might comeback, I might not. but I feel like if we don't try to live somewhere else we'll regret it forever. Plus, I'm married now, I want to start fresh. Not exist in the same damn house and same damn job.

Plus...too much drama at work. Between women and catty gay men I could careless. I miss the days of working in a warehouse with dudes....best.time.ever!

I'll have more of an update soon. I won't be going this ridiculously long without a journal again.
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grimjack:
Cool...I should make the Emeralds show. I saw them on Saturday in Austin. It was cool...kept running into the lead singer/guitar guy all week during SXSW as well. Even sat in on their sound check in the afternoon. smile They'll have the new album AND a DVD for sale, so bring money.

As for the Hellacopters, I didnt see them. But Delbert did. he liked em alot. I was having too much fun at the Gearhead records show. Oh...Turbonegro cancelled, so I still havent seen them.
Mar 22, 2006
dirtyprettything:
kiss kiss kiss

miss you.
Mar 22, 2006

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