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Man my nose is stuffed. I've been waking up clogged with allergies every morning and every evening.

Joe Scarborough makes me want to vomit.....just every word out of his mouth makes me cringe. Not to playa hate..but man...Republican commentators...do you even hear the words that come out of your mouth? Do you even realize what douche bags you are?
Sorry...Real Time with Bill Maher is on in the background and I had to flesh out my hatred of this man...
ARGH...he makes me want to punch people!

My tattoo is beginning to peel...i'm stangely obsessed with it. Its kind of disgusting...I just want to look and feel the scabs all day, does this make me gross?

I didn't vote...I'm horrible. I had no idea there was an election today. I didn't have my voter registration card with me, even though I walked past a voting booth on my way home. I'm going to democratic hell!

I've been missing my mom lots lately. Christmas comercials are coming on in full force, and I've seen so much she would love. Its painful... We have an obligation to my boy's family for Thanksgiving and Christmas....but if it was up to me I'd skip both of them this year. I'm just not in the holiday spirit...its not the same without mom. I just can't imagine not buying her a gift. Its weird thoughts like that that choke me up every time. Its just the small everyday things that make me cry.

I left my knitting at work...fuck. I want to be working on my sleeves...but can't. Grumble. I guess I should start my friends baby sweater....its ADORABLE!!! A little pullover hoodie...and I'm doing it in a merino/cashmere blend, in a lovely slate grey that shines almost gunmetal. I wanted a neutral color, so if they ever have a girl, or another boy, they could wear it too!

And..I'm sorry I've been such a slack fucker about answering people back...its just been chaos as of late. Between work, and getting stuff done at home, and my mom's death, I barely have time to sit on here for hours.....man...was my last job convenient for that!!

How are you?