It seems like everything happens on overcast days, I just received an email from a close friend. She's had a death in the family. I couldn't help but cry while I was reading the email because my mom has been going through so much of the same thing. When you read enough stories about peoples last months, you see patterns. My mom is falling into...
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Its been an emotionally draining weekend. I let loose of alot of feelings I've had stored up over the past two weeks.
Its weird to be told your mom is going to be dead last week, and have everything back to normal this week. It left me all emotionally fucked up inside. I don't think I'm ok. I think I'm a wreck who doesn't know...
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Its weird to be told your mom is going to be dead last week, and have everything back to normal this week. It left me all emotionally fucked up inside. I don't think I'm ok. I think I'm a wreck who doesn't know...
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akirali:
I'm so sorry I havent been around too often. I had no idea about your mom. I'm so sorry hon. If there's anything I can do, let me know.
I don't really feel like saying much.
I've had a bad day. I feel beaten down and I don't really want to fight back anymore. I'd rather just stay with my face in the dirt.
I do want to recommend an album. "If songs could be held" by Rosie Thomas.
She has this precious quality to her music. So fragile a breeze could break it....
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I've had a bad day. I feel beaten down and I don't really want to fight back anymore. I'd rather just stay with my face in the dirt.
I do want to recommend an album. "If songs could be held" by Rosie Thomas.
She has this precious quality to her music. So fragile a breeze could break it....
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rubysparkle:
Thanks for the birthday wishes!
sewpunk:
How are things going honey? 
Sorry for the weird vomit post....my stomach still feels like someone is stomping on it. I'm afraid that the enormous amounts of stress have begun to take their toll. I don't want an ulcer, or worse, but man...do I always feel crappy now. If I could avoid eating and drinking all together I would...everything makes me queasy.
I heard Johnny Cash in Starbucks....the day can't...
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I heard Johnny Cash in Starbucks....the day can't...
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nyssa:
I'm still working on my scarf. 
But I did make two oddly shaped wash clothes. I know why the first one isn't square, but I can't figure out what happened to the second one, maybe it was the pattern I used...
I have three skeins of soft yarn that I want to play with, but I read the patterns and have no idea what they are saying to me... Maybe I'll get my grandmother to show me more this coming week when we are visiting with her...
Happy Fall.. I saw pumpkins today on my way home and just about jumped out of my car as I was driving I was so excited. I can't wait to carve pumpkins and then roast the seeds!!!
But I did make two oddly shaped wash clothes. I know why the first one isn't square, but I can't figure out what happened to the second one, maybe it was the pattern I used...
I have three skeins of soft yarn that I want to play with, but I read the patterns and have no idea what they are saying to me... Maybe I'll get my grandmother to show me more this coming week when we are visiting with her...
Happy Fall.. I saw pumpkins today on my way home and just about jumped out of my car as I was driving I was so excited. I can't wait to carve pumpkins and then roast the seeds!!!
apocalypse_dude:
monkeys
monkeys
I don't know if I'm more tired or nauseous.
I'd like to puke...but I also would like to sleep. I went way too many hours today with enormous amounts of stress, very little food, and horrible cramps. So...vomit tummy.
Knitting circle was fun. I bought purple and pink yarn....yes...purple and pink yarn. And teeny tiny stich markers for my teeny tiny needles.
Man I feel...
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I'd like to puke...but I also would like to sleep. I went way too many hours today with enormous amounts of stress, very little food, and horrible cramps. So...vomit tummy.
Knitting circle was fun. I bought purple and pink yarn....yes...purple and pink yarn. And teeny tiny stich markers for my teeny tiny needles.
Man I feel...
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dirtyprettything:
do you have a bathtub? methinks it's time for a good long bath for you.
I never was a bath person, but when life got uber crazy for me I started to take more baths - soon it became a sanctuary for me.
anyhow, if you have a bathtub, go jump in - I swear it will help.
I never was a bath person, but when life got uber crazy for me I started to take more baths - soon it became a sanctuary for me.
anyhow, if you have a bathtub, go jump in - I swear it will help.
twotoner:
Good things come in threes.
Good things come in threes.
Before I start, go give one of my favorite girls, dirtyprettything some love. She's had a tough time but things are finally looking up for her. I can't be happier for her...I love you girlie girl!!!!
The sun is shining, its beautiful out, even though I'm pissed and hurt I can't seem to keep a frown. I'm going to see A History of Violence after...
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The sun is shining, its beautiful out, even though I'm pissed and hurt I can't seem to keep a frown. I'm going to see A History of Violence after...
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maxi:
LOL that had to be Jerry Bennet, he has a studio over on 9th and Spring garden. hes the only one i have just shot with that still uses film. really nice guy.
Hey knitting season is upon most now....
I hear there is this new store on like 22nd and bainbridge street. need to get some new yarn to start up again. As soon as the apples are made i will save you one and alert you ASAP. NO CHARGE, and trust me i don't ever share, so this is your clear notification that you are speacial
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Hey knitting season is upon most now....
I hear there is this new store on like 22nd and bainbridge street. need to get some new yarn to start up again. As soon as the apples are made i will save you one and alert you ASAP. NO CHARGE, and trust me i don't ever share, so this is your clear notification that you are speacial
...My head is throbbing like a bass drum. Just boom boom boom..
I saw my mom yesterday. She's doing amazingly better. She was laying in bed, eating and crocheting. She's not only going to live past this week, she may stick around for months, maybe even years. They're still pushing for an operation, but its really risky. She'd probably die from the anesthesia. So she's...
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I saw my mom yesterday. She's doing amazingly better. She was laying in bed, eating and crocheting. She's not only going to live past this week, she may stick around for months, maybe even years. They're still pushing for an operation, but its really risky. She'd probably die from the anesthesia. So she's...
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dirtyprettything:
eating and crotcheting?
fuckin' awesome.
fuckin' awesome.
fieldofdepth:
Awesome good news!
I don't get the whole taking down the sets thing either. But I guess if my shit was on the line I might do the same thing.
I don't get the whole taking down the sets thing either. But I guess if my shit was on the line I might do the same thing.
hi hi,
My yarn convention yesterday was amazing. I bought the most vibrant, beautiful, jaw dropping yarn you could ever behold. I would take pictures of them, but I don't think it would do the colors justice. They are that rich and vivid.
The irony...anyone who has ever spent any time with me knows I normally only wear black shirts and jeans. Thats all I...
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My yarn convention yesterday was amazing. I bought the most vibrant, beautiful, jaw dropping yarn you could ever behold. I would take pictures of them, but I don't think it would do the colors justice. They are that rich and vivid.
The irony...anyone who has ever spent any time with me knows I normally only wear black shirts and jeans. Thats all I...
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kay:
Love you lots angel.
Give your mother extra hugs for me.
Thank you love, for letting me be your friend.
~cheers
Give your mother extra hugs for me.
Thank you love, for letting me be your friend.
~cheers
porcelainheart:
i want to learn how to knit.
I'm off from work today.
I woke up, ate a bagel, played We Love Katamari, took a shower, masturbated and walked around the house in my underwear.
Its like the best thing in the whole world. Just what the doctor ordered after a really stressful past two weeks.
Then at noon i'm getting picked up by my gal pal, then off to the yarn convention...
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I woke up, ate a bagel, played We Love Katamari, took a shower, masturbated and walked around the house in my underwear.
Its like the best thing in the whole world. Just what the doctor ordered after a really stressful past two weeks.
Then at noon i'm getting picked up by my gal pal, then off to the yarn convention...
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kay:
Lots of love to you lady. You and yours are still in my thoughts and prayers. Remember to take care of you, and it sounds like you are doing that. *smooch*
I'm off of work today and tomorrow, but will be back in on your Sunday. I will be checking email though, from time to time, so if you need to reach me, dat be da waeeee to do eet.
Lots of love again
~cheers
I'm off of work today and tomorrow, but will be back in on your Sunday. I will be checking email though, from time to time, so if you need to reach me, dat be da waeeee to do eet.
Lots of love again
~cheers
fieldofdepth:
I'm sure if I were a patron I wouldn't mind the lack of clothing! Seriously, who doesn't like seeing a girl in her undies? But anyway, glad your having such a good day.
Hola seniors y senoritas,
Happy Autumn 1st!!!
I've come to a conclusion. Dwelling on my mom's impending death is not healthy. Instead I'm going to try and focus on the positive. My mom has made it to autumn. This seems like an amazing feat and i'm overjoyed by it. Plus, she's going home today. She will be comfortable and happy in her own bed. I'm...
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Happy Autumn 1st!!!
I've come to a conclusion. Dwelling on my mom's impending death is not healthy. Instead I'm going to try and focus on the positive. My mom has made it to autumn. This seems like an amazing feat and i'm overjoyed by it. Plus, she's going home today. She will be comfortable and happy in her own bed. I'm...
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goob:
Garnet is my favorite stone.
Older and wiser? Heh... not likely.
The birthday was good. I'm feeling a little neglected though, on the boyfriend front. He's broke, you see... so I got no presents. And he's home with his daughter most nights so we can't go out. And I'm busy too much so I feel guilty that I can't be with him.
Wow, didn't mean to complain to you. Really I'm very happy and i have little to complain about.
I'm just a whiner.
Older and wiser? Heh... not likely.
The birthday was good. I'm feeling a little neglected though, on the boyfriend front. He's broke, you see... so I got no presents. And he's home with his daughter most nights so we can't go out. And I'm busy too much so I feel guilty that I can't be with him.
Wow, didn't mean to complain to you. Really I'm very happy and i have little to complain about.
I'm just a whiner.
dirtyprettything:
hey sounds like your day has gotten a little less dark - good for you. i hope you have a great time at the yarn event and get excited for new projects - it's what you deserve right now.
and thanks for being so kind - i always like getting comments from you....
and thanks for being so kind - i always like getting comments from you....
Hi kiddies.
I can't even begin to describe how tired and exhausted I am. No matter how much sleep I get, its never enough.
I'm at work today. My mom has been transfered to a normal room, so i'm going yo call her periodically. I need a day off, well, I didn't want one, but both my mom and dad and boyfriend all decided I...
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I can't even begin to describe how tired and exhausted I am. No matter how much sleep I get, its never enough.
I'm at work today. My mom has been transfered to a normal room, so i'm going yo call her periodically. I need a day off, well, I didn't want one, but both my mom and dad and boyfriend all decided I...
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kay:
Oh love. I think the tattoo idea is wonderful! I imagine it would be lovely!
Yes, the time zone thing is confusing. I think you are about 8-10 hours ahead of me, though I lean towards 8.
I wish I was there, but I definitely am in spirit sweetie. *hug*
~cheers
Yes, the time zone thing is confusing. I think you are about 8-10 hours ahead of me, though I lean towards 8.
I wish I was there, but I definitely am in spirit sweetie. *hug*
~cheers
apocalypse_dude:
We Love Katamari came out yesterday
we need it in our lives
buy me game
[Edited on Sep 22, 2005 7:34AM]
We Love Katamari came out yesterday
we need it in our lives
buy me game
[Edited on Sep 22, 2005 7:34AM]
I'm home again. Waiting for the boy to get home from checking in on work. Then back to NJ.
My mom's doctor wants her to meet with one last suregon from UPenn. If anyone can operate and remove her tumor and could patch her up, it would be him. Their biggest concern is the fact that she's really weak. There's a very good possibility that...
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My mom's doctor wants her to meet with one last suregon from UPenn. If anyone can operate and remove her tumor and could patch her up, it would be him. Their biggest concern is the fact that she's really weak. There's a very good possibility that...
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kay:
*hug*
~cheers
~cheers
dirtyprettything:
hang in there - i'm still thinking about you.
Big love.
~cheers