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Thursday Oct 09, 2008

Oct 9, 2008
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well, it looks like I need to take a hiatus from here for a while. Alvina has made an appearance again, so it's no longer a place for me to try and get over her. I had fun over the last 17 days, and some of you folks have given me some good insight and emotional support. But now I have to move on and get myself a life farther away from her.

If you read this, It's not that I don't want to be around you, in fact I am really looking forward to MMM since you said you would be there, it's that I can't handle too much close contact. and you being privy to my inner thoughts and feelings at this juncture is frightening to me. I miss and love you madly still, and I need to try and distance myself from that. But I will not abandon you, if you really need me for something call me, I will do anything I can to help you, but right now you seem to be doing great without me, so I won't be holding my breath or anything.

well folks, cheers!

P.S. If Alvina is back then you should all check out her Self Shot Set in hopefuls, and her Multi-Set with Melly. Love it and leave a comment please, She wanted to be pink so very badly when we were together, I hope that has not changed.
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mydogfarted:
Say... TITTIES FOR EVERYONE!
Oct 10, 2008
cygnes:
hey. i forgot you were on here. i've barely glanced at this site in almost a month.
glad your tongue procedure went well! sorry i haven't kept in touch more. i'm bad with that. especially when it comes to phones. it's been quite some time since i've spoken with miss alvina aswell...
but as always feel free to call (and leave a msg if i don't answer(otherwise i won't know)). we should have a drinking/movie night with some peoples. and/or an oz day.
take care. say hi to omadon for mee smile
Oct 21, 2008

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