apocdistroyer

gosh to update anyone on my life in words its kind of pointless
my names jason im into swords and games mostley ... me and my ex are still living to geather im living prof that a guy can have platonic relasionships (we just cant spell it varry well). we started as friends and it ended a while ago becaue she stoped being able to handle being with men its cool thought shes a great girls has loads of personality wich from time to time becomes a problem but no matter evrey one has issues...
mostly i joined firstly to supprot the lagcy this will leave behind. and second because shes forceing me to ... shes right though goths tend to eahter have losts of friends or have a realy hard time getting to know anyone...
i realy dont like guys mosly because everything to them is so goal orented that they dont give the slitest care about anyone or anything that wont help them get to that goal (stupid sex mongers) not that anything is wrong with sex but the agression men put into its apauling... its insane how a guy can just expect that if he likes in then its good but we lead by example ... so i try to make sure anything i do i could live with 20 or more years later and since im looking for frends and such if anyone isnt looking for something serious say so dont get into something without being honest with you entions ... i you want to talk say so and talk its cool as you can see i do as well .(just cant spell ) and if you want other things then say so you dont half to charge into them but at least you know whats on the table... i got to get the rest done so if you want any info on me or need to talk or rant or whatever im around and im not going anywere for a while anyway so id be happy to share the silence with someone for a while