its funny ... life in darkness we find our greatest light and in light our most terrable darkness... im alone .. i dont even get hits here ... but its ok ... im not done ... i am alive .. for once im alive... not battling some dumbass that thinks its ok to beat his girlfriend.. just alive cause im me.. i dont know if ill ever be enouf for anyone hell no one even listens to me anymore... but that doesnt seem to matter anymore... i want only to find myself happy and ok .. the ballance ive been working on achiving is working ... my souls at peace ... and although its strange i love feeling like im worth something without halfting to be someones... dont get me wrong i want to be with someone but i guess my selfesteem is coming back... its nice be confadent ... about me... i just with i had more power.. then i could finaly help those i love... but im never enouf... but somehow its ok .. my blades are dull but there sharping everyday... and im standing ready... to protect what and who i love with everything and somehow i think it will be enouf this time... so to the future.. may your be bright.. and my you all live in intersting times
