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apocdistroyer

demonic relm there are lots of fun things to kill here... heh e

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Tuesday Oct 11, 2005

Oct 11, 2005
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hello things are dull and it seems im showing people what they dont want to see again.. i hate that when people know what you say is right and they dont want to except it. its ok to hold on but not to kill the messanger of the truth
althought i know why people hate truth
as my old friend kazer would say
a lie gives you everything and fights to protect you and itself but the truth gives nothing it dosent care if you want it or not and all it gives is happness dose by dose sadly the lies give you none .. so witch way is better?
the only thing people want is to be given everything they dont want to fight and bleed for it .. and those that do often complain. im one of those i guess i do everything i can but in the end there isnt anything anyone can do...
i want happness and ill pay for it in pain but when i get there i know that i honestly should have it.. but as allways i dont find it i find what i cant have what isnt ment to be mine but its ok
to be a philosoph is hard but sometimes its better not because any path is better than any other but because its the one that completes people more...
love sucks
it is truth in its purest form
no one ever get anyware near it and those howm understand it have none of it ...
to love is to be its a feeling that you cant describe but everyone knows what its like even without experenceing it because we all feel love but the abstaction of it is so hard to describe with mennless words. words are inataquate to describe love but art music motion only by what is abstract can one describe abstration but those whom undertsnd that never have any rest
but thats fate when we lead we lead alone but when we follow we find eveyone thats life i supose... skull
well im getting tired i think ill sleep for a while till later kiddys laters

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