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Thursday May 05, 2005

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i just watched the ramones documentary "end of the century".
it was good. found out a lot of stuff i didnt know about the band, like that johnny was a ultra conservative and other stupid drama that went on. joey ramone was never an attractive man. for that matter neither were any of the other members.

my head is pounding and i dont know why.
i think my lack of rest and over working is catching up to me. my body is all like, fuck this shit im going to sleep. and out i go. no sedatives or cold medicine needed. just work for twelve hours and you'll fall right asleep. ugh.

i shot my first test roll with my pinhole camera last night, nothing good. just seeing if my exposures would work. of course i way underxposed it but thats part of the insane fun of pinhole photography. you never not what's gonna happen.
its kinda fun in a weird way.
i have 5 rolls of both b&w and color to shoot on sat. so i should at least get something i can work with. this is more of a test to see if i can get back into shooting my own work again.
in my four years of art school all they taught you was how to be an artist. not how to live off such work but to just enjoy it. its hard to find a good balance between the two worlds of work and art.
right now pictures dont pay rent is all im saying. maybe one day.
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aponia:
You are so adorable!
I'm sorry I kicked you off the phone. I have mountains of things to do. Literally mountains, like i need to climb over them.
What are we going to eat for dinner?
May 6, 2005
aponia:
I'm probably going to be late. I literally have two hours or more of work to do.
Me so hungry... frown
May 6, 2005

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