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Danville, Ca

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Tuesday Mar 01, 2005

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7:19 AM.

I have a midterm at 11am. Its going to be pretty easy, i'm sure, but i feel the urge to study nonetheless.

Preface: Less than happy content ahead. I'm not sad or depressed, though, so dont get all worried about me (if you're that kind of person). Just having a few less than stellar weeks lately. Life in general is pretty good, and i've got many things, like my health. Anyway, on to the rest.

I saw the ex last night. Wasnt expecting it, and I really wasnt ready for the metephorical semi truck of old feelings to hit me head on. Always a pleasure!

I've come to the realization that I'm quite lonely. Its not exactly a wonderful feeling.

I miss having someone i can be a nerd with. Who i can curl up under the covers and watch bad movies with, eat popcorn and chat till 2am. I need someone to TOUCH! I'm an incredibly tactile person, touchy-feely for those of you grabbing your dictionaries. When i go for periods of time without extended physical human contact, i get a little loopy and sad.

I got off work at around 11 last night, and working in a bar, decided to hang out for a bit. This, of course, lead to drinking, which lead to my own personal demise and a nasty hangover this morning.

Craving: The awesome veggie ground beef i made last night on the equally awesome nachos (baked!) with grilled jabaneros and jalapenos, avocado and a little garlic. Yum.

8:23am update.

Studying was pointless, this class is absurdly easy. I'm taking a shower and doing much needed laundry.

12:42pm update.

Boy i'm edit happy today. The midterm isnt until thursday. Blah. I'm calling off all classes for the rest of the day. I'm even going in to work as a favor for a couple hours. Gotta put in the face time for that promotion, yo.
kittymalarchy:
yeah, every now and then the running into of exes can be hard. I miss cuddling in bed lots. I hate sleeping alone!
Mar 1, 2005
datsun:
I would be, too. smile
You making it down this weekend?

I relate to the need for contact. Having the_cowboy in Texas is getting harder rather than easier. frown
Mar 3, 2005

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