apex_tiki

so, yesterday, yesterday being the 22nd, was my ex girlfriends birthday. i called her to wish her a happy birthday, i was hoping to just leave a message and run a way like usual. but she caught it and picked up. we talked for a little while as i was on my way to pick up JJ. ive beent thinking about her and the past alot lately. mostly because of a) the music i listen to, b) the season, c) the weather, and d) the beach. she was the sexiest girl i ever met in board shorts and a tank top. bar none. im not depressed, just lots of thinking. i go about my days normally and no feelings are hurt. just thoughts. thoughts that run a mile a minute. i hear it in her voice that she misses me, and i do too. but, theres nothing either of us can do. shes with someone. moving along. at the same pace as my mind.

so, in lieu of my absent minded-ness. i realize that the tones of my entries fluctuate like, well, they fluctuate. cant think of anything to compare it to, cause well, its gettin late. thank you for reading.