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Wednesday Jun 30, 2004

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dun dun dun...

this is what happens when i try to sleep early. i lay there and end up back at the computer desk. so im just gonna sit here until i feel tired.

so.. at some point in life i will be accomplished. i dont know why im worried about this now, but i am. so, lets have an entry about it.

id like to wake up, lift weights, work out, ride my motorcycle to the shop, open up the bays, have a full work day, close up MY shop everyday, come home and hang out in THE chair, not just a chair, THE chair. watch a movie. have a great dinner, and go to bed in a damn good mood.

a wife would be in the picture. but thats not of extreme importance. ive been by myself for the past 19 years, and i think i can take care of myself. i mean, yes, ive had girlfriends, and all of that, but they have come and gone. and amazingly, they are all still friends with me.

so i see myself doing this in the next 10 years. a pretty optimistic view. but its better than predicting my failure.

so, ok i havent had a complete formal education (college/university/etc), and my friends have had it. theyre going through the 4 year university path, and i chose to learn a trade. a trade that makes me happy. i find that, you should do what makes you happy. i know for a fact i would not have been happy in the 4 year institution learning engineering. sure the money would have been much more, but you know, all of that money, would have been the cost of my happiness. because, damn i would have tortured myself for years to get a degree. but then again, im not guaranteed a degree even if i stick to the 4 year plan. what a way to go huh?

so my investment in the future is to take over the family biz, and run with it. in the past 2 years ive learned so much and accomplished quite a bit, and im happy about it.

so after all that is said, i feel better. tomorrow, im goin to ikea. i also need to look for bar stools. yes.

Snake Griffin...

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VIEW 13 of 13 COMMENTS
sebsis:
It'sgetting close to 0200 and I'm not even a little sleepy. I am SO going to pay for this tomorrow I bet.
Jun 30, 2004
kimsu_tatu:
Good outlook to me...keeping it in the Family is good too! thanks for lookin out bro skull
Jul 1, 2004

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