apex_tiki

ive had quite a bit on my mind lately. theres a story behind it all. i think ill tell it, since i have a bit of time.

lets take a trip back to halloween 2002. i was high as a kite, and roamin around some party thing. and i ran into this blonde. i said sorry and went on my way. still high as a kite. walked around for a bit and realized that this shit just wasnt happenin, so i went to my friends pad down the street and chilled there. the next day i went to work, and fucked around on the net as usual. like i always do. so this girl sends me an instant message. shes like hey how are ya. and asks me questions about motorcycles. and she sends me a picture. and its that blonde that i ran into. i was like whoa. small world. moving right along. we talked for a while and we became friends and stuff. she lived in newport and i was here in LA. and we became good friends. and she wanted to hook me up with her best friend vala. i was like alright i got nothin to lose. so she was like ok heres the screen name, shes online right now. go talk to her. i did and we talked and stuff, and she gave me her number and i called her. all i gotta say is wow. we clicked right away and we met up and went on a hike. that was cool, she was really pretty and she loved the beach. what else could i ask for. she also had love for the motorcycles. damn she was perfect for me. and she said i was perfect for her. everything went smoothly and perfectly. we were together for thanksgiving and it was beautiful. christmas came around and we were in love. we spent time together doin what we loved. goin to the beach, ridin motorcycles, watchin movies, bein together. stuff like that. and then summer came around, still in love and together. and then summer ended. and my birthday came around and we werent together. i was cool with that, cause i had all this weird shit planned out so i saw her the weekend after that. and then she told me she was goin to new york to spend time with family. now, during our relationship we had talked about school and stuff and her main thing was to go to NYU. so i knew this was happenin. damn. we talked about it and yeah that was the plan she was gonna go live in new york and attend NYU. and me i was gonna stay here. she wanted me to go with her and live with her over there. but i couldnt do that, all i know is here. i have my business and friends family and the house. so she left mid september and we said goodbye, kinda, did our thing before she left and had fun. i left and she went to the airport with her folks. that was that. we kept in touch every other day. so that was cool. and a month and a half ago it kinda slowed down. we talked online a few times and emails here and there. but we just grew apart. i never said anything about it on here. now before she left she said she wanted me to see other people and she wanted me to be happy. so i did that, and you all know about the things i did with the other girls. so i havent heard a thing from her in a while and im gettin worried. we never said goodbye. i was always, il see ya later or ill talk to you soon. yeah thats been on my mind the past few days. along with irene. so its just been a mix up of things. alright im gonna go over there now. and have something to munch on. this took alot out of me to write.