apex_tiki

lets see. new layout is not a bad thing. i go to my page and what do i see. a bunch of pretty ladies. and mi amigos. its good. went through the canyons again tonight, but i took it to the tighter sections. damn, that got hectic. glad it was dark so i could see if there were headlights coming up the other way. anyhow, speeding and being hungry isnt cool. drove around to all sections of the valley tonight with charlie. my brakes almost went out, it got a little hot in some sections. im glad to be alive. some sections got a little hairy. thanksgiving will be here soon. im not one to celebrate what the holiday means. im just there for the food. well look at the time, its time to knock out, been a long day. peace out all.

i hurt myself today. to see if i still feel. i focus on the pain. the only thing thats real. the needle tears a hole. the old familiar sting. tried to kill it all away. but i remember everything. what have i become. my sweetest friend. everyone i know, goes away in the end. and you could have it all. my empire of dirt. i will let you down. i will make you hurt. i wear this crown of thorns upon my liars chair. full of broken thoughts, i cannot repair. beneath the stains of time, the feelings disappear. you are someone else, i am still right here. what have i become. my sweetest friend, everyone i know goes away in the end. and you could have it all. my empire of dirt. i will let you down, i will make you hurt. if i could start again, a million miles away. i would keep myself, i would find a way.....


- Johnny Cash (RIP)