apex_tiki

mastubation is hard with a cut up thumb. uh huh. got off my lazy ass and took a nice spin on the bike. oh how ive missed it. bunny hoppin and skiddin around. its been so long. ah yeah, i feel less like an old man when i ride. damn work. yea, i like this computer more than the one at home though. its got less junk on it. and less clutter. makin it easier for me to do things. ok this next paragraph is for Nok.

ah, we had a nice conversation last night about what happened yesterday. i had a load of bad news dropped on me in the afternoon after work. and Nok and i talked about it. i told Nok last night that i really liked her. and that i might be fallin for her. not in those exact words, but she knows what i meant. and then she rubbed it in. damn her. ah, its just i havent ever felt this way for a girl that i have never seen. its a good thing i guess. i just wished i was closer to her, so we could actually spend time with each other. she is so hot. and yeah whoa. ok. i said that i loved her without knowing it yesterday. didnt know if i should be sayin that or not. ive only known her for a little over a month now. and we still havent met. but we spend a lot of time on the phone together. i hope this all goes well.