Tuesday Jan 27, 2004

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What ever happened to honesty?

Is it really so much to ask of someone who claims to care about you?




Shoot me please.


Also, I don't want to sleep alone tonight. I want the computer next to me. So we could put a stop to all the downloadin'.

Dammit!
I think I just made myself cry again.


I know it gets better, but when?
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britney:
HAHAHA!... SHhhhh..... confused

I just need like one nights warning..... as long as I got gas money and roadtripers, and a working stereo (FORA GODS SAKES, lets not do that again) then I'm in good hands!... I might head up tonight, We'll see... or tomorrow night... I have tomorrow off..... Hmmmm surreal confused
britney:
Tomorrow?????? huh? huh? E-mail me your # and address..... confused kiss

Thursday Jan 15, 2004

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I had a dream I was a ninja man's sidekick.



In other news: OW! blackeyed

Big fucking OW. I got so zooed last night. After going to 3 or 4 bars and having almost nothing to drink, we took the party to The Man Bar aka Nathan's basement.

They played pool, we all talked, we searched for mixers to go with the 20 or so bottles...
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desdenova:
just happy to be of service. It's what I do.
britney:
WHERE ARE YOU!?!?...... Sorry, another mood swing...... blush kiss

Tuesday Jan 13, 2004

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Didn't I have 10 friends at some point?

Oh well, I suppose it's best not to question such things.

I've been far from sober lately. Also far from entertained, but I think that's got more to do with location than anything else.

I'm on a mission to expand my SG friend base. I've already gotten a few people to join, I'm working on a few...
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combatible:
hahahahaha


x wink x
combatible:
hte comment of RexPhantom saying: 'YOU ARE COCK SCARING WOMEN.'

very funny .... idd


_________
he didnt wanted to go to school; (just like I when I was a little boy) ... and he felt I couldnt let go ... so he held on to me, and make my heart melt /// i cried walking back to the car //<>// but later on: they went swimming with school, and I met him there again to dry and get hi back dressed: it was over and he was happy again... my love

xx

Sunday Jan 11, 2004

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I would say I'm sorry, if I thought that it would change your mind.
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desdenova:
The problem with saying sorry is even when you mean it, people take it for granted.
britney:
Oookey doakie then....

Wednesday Jan 07, 2004

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At first I was excited about the snow. Now I want it to fucking go away. Pronto!

I can't drive anywhere because the roads are so bad.
This blooooooooows.


How is everyone out there in TV Land?
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freckle:
i'm not going outside eather. even now that the snow is gone. just to be safe.
rexphantom:
The picture is all mysterious-core. Very incognito-like.

I had a dream the other night that neighborhood pets were getting into my apartment through a hole that led to the back porch. And last night I dreamt I was at the grocery store buying powdered donuts.

There, you see how giving I am?

Saturday Dec 27, 2003

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Christmas went well. I'm tired.

Italy doesn't sound like such a great idea anymore, but I may go anyway.
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rexphantom:
Secretary, hmm?
rexphantom:
I'm making book-reading appointments for my break twixt semesters. The Autograph Man is on top of the list right now.

Thursday Dec 18, 2003

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Conspiracy indeed.


I haven't been getting nearly enough sleep lately.
I'm starting to wonder if I ever did.

I love watching new people discover the joy that is SG.

It reminds me of the first week that I had an account and how difficult it was to pull me away from the computer.

I love this place. I wish I could explain that.

I also...
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swirl:
hey I met you last year at pride just saying hi
volkov:
MerrY Christmas, you.

miss ya.

*hugs*

v

Monday Dec 15, 2003

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I would give almost anything for a massage right now.

And to be able to see any band live whenever I wanted to.

Yeah that, too.

I've been a good girl, I swear.
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britney:
I'm never drinking ever again!...... So ya wanna go party tonight? confused kiss
britney:
I know! I just looked at them. hmmm, x-mas is coming, how do I go about asking my mom for underware off a site with naked girls..... Ah, I'll just say, "ya know mom..... These things happen." biggrin kiss

Tuesday Dec 09, 2003

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I need more time to myself.

I've got too many major projects in front of me.

Far too many.

I'm doing my best to finish them all so that I can take another week off of work. I'd like to not be here for New Years and it appears that the easiest way to do that will be to leave immediately after Christmas.

I hope...
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rexphantom:
BOTH are updated today. But the SG journal was totally cheating.

Did you call me a tease?
rexphantom:
I know nothing of this Secret you speak of.

Thursday Dec 04, 2003

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It doesn't seem like it at times, but I have a lot of reasons to be happy right now.

I'm coming for you Sexy.



In related news, I have quite a bit to be doing. I should've burned so much already and I'm just now getting started. I have 2 projects due very soon and I told work to fuck off for a little while....
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rexphantom:
I say: Call them a cunt to their face rather than yelling at their car as they drive away. Or, just don't worry about it so much.

I've just started keeping my blog regularly, so yes, I'd absolutely love it if people started reading that more. I'm trying to update at least once a day. It's a good way to get started on work.

I watched Stella the other night and I've been saying "Gimme that foot, bitch" to everyone I know.
escottie:
you've come a long way in the last 8 or 9 days. now you can focus on the happy things.

where did the johnny's poem come from (yesterday). is that the source for your name here? it's beautiful.
kiss smile kiss
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