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That wasn't a very happy entry.

We'll see if I can do better now.

Today has been interesting. There was a car accident outside the window and it sounded...disturbing. Later I made a few friends. Or talked to random bums that were passing by. They stopped to tell me what sort of adventures they had lined up for the day. Then they tried to convince me to eat shrooms with them. Two of the three boys had never doen them before. They were actually kind of cool. One of them shyly added that he thought I was rather beautiful as they were walking away.
I guess maybe that was the wrong word to describe them. Can I call them street kids?

I'll also let you all in on a secret. Today isn't really my birthday. But we're halfway there. I want to celebrate.

I just realized that I've shed lots of tears today. There must be something wrong with me. I actually feel pretty good. I guess I've been letting myself get too frustrated. There have also been a few strange and overly emotional things happening that have been getting to me in odd ways.


is it the red wire, or the blue wire
just pick one and cut
it just doesn't matter anymore
or did it ever
'cause i could never control
when the bomb would explode
oh god i love you
i mean forever
i left my body behind to break the news
looks like it's over
please remember
all of the things i never got a chance to say