Wednesday Nov 03, 2004

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I knew I should've stayed in bed today.

This is all very depressing.
Now I don't feel so awful for hating everyone.
How could we have let this happen?

I now realize how dumb it was of me to be hopeful in the first place.
I wasn't even really hopeful, I *knew* we weren't going to fuck it all up again.
Maybe we'll get lucky next time and there will actually be someone running that I'll want to vote for.

It's not very likely.
Maybe by then I'll have gotten smart and given up hope.
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desdenova:
I was drunk in an airport bar when I got the news. That was a depressing drink, let me tell you.
I think I'm an unconventially beautifu person who likes cocoa. How could you hate that?
longblackbangs:
yeah, i don't know why i was hopeful at all. the alternative wasn't much better but it was a reason for hope. now the religious right is gonna run us kids off a cliff. well, if a government that doesn't represent any of the things I believe in is going to push the their "devine" plan onto me I guess I will play into their evangelical game...and pray for an assassination i guess.

-billy

ps i know, every 40 seconds surreal At work today I kept staring at the clock through glazed eyes filled with hopeless thoughts thinking, "37, 38, 39...there goes another one."

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