Met with my academic councillor today. Funny thing, we both started First Year at University the same year. So now she wears cute skirts and looks all professional and I show up to our meeting in my snow covered chucks and the SG hoodie.
I wonder if I've made the wrong choices.
Anyway, it went well, and we decided I'm going to apply for the honours program. That means another full year of school, so instead of graduating next year, it'll be the year after. And who knows after that. I don't have a goal. . . . it's not like I know what to do with my life. I just have this feeling that school is something I should be doing. And I don't hate it. I kinda like it. (except for those times of extreme panic, and I blame everything but myself for my problems.. including Suicide Girls. Sorry, guys.)
What am I gonna do? I'm already feeling old and tired and I haven't even started yet.
My pops retired last year, and I'm asking him how I go about doing that. He laughs a little uncomfortably and says, "If I die tommorow, you can retire the following day."
Sheesh.. way to make a guy feel all gross inside. And the worst part was I thought about it for a split second.
I think that makes me a horrible person.. And kinda lazy.
I wonder if I've made the wrong choices.
Anyway, it went well, and we decided I'm going to apply for the honours program. That means another full year of school, so instead of graduating next year, it'll be the year after. And who knows after that. I don't have a goal. . . . it's not like I know what to do with my life. I just have this feeling that school is something I should be doing. And I don't hate it. I kinda like it. (except for those times of extreme panic, and I blame everything but myself for my problems.. including Suicide Girls. Sorry, guys.)
What am I gonna do? I'm already feeling old and tired and I haven't even started yet.
My pops retired last year, and I'm asking him how I go about doing that. He laughs a little uncomfortably and says, "If I die tommorow, you can retire the following day."
Sheesh.. way to make a guy feel all gross inside. And the worst part was I thought about it for a split second.
I think that makes me a horrible person.. And kinda lazy.
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or am i?
as for your comment in my journal about the canadian pussies... we endure the winter year after year, we just complain about it. the fact that we survive makes us hard-asses.
for sure.