apathy_activist

hmph. i shouldn't be able to log in.
or maybe that's tommorow..

anyway, yeah.

i wanted to share something insightful with you guys, but i really haven't had enough coffee yet.
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i've got so much work to do this week. i have three exams on the same day! what's up with that?

and who the hell says 'what's up with that' anymore?

i really love suicide girls. it's one of those things that's brought a lot of joy to my life in the last two years. it's not like i've made a bunch of new friends or anything, but i do feel like i'm a part of something.

as in real life, i'm a bit of a wall flower. if a post or group i'm interested in, i'll jump in, and then quickly jump out again. but i lurk every day. there aren't many threads i don't read.

and i read a lot more of the journals than i post on my friends list. i really feel like i've found a bunch of people that would probably 'get' me. which is really nice.

i don't always agree with what goes on here, and sometimes i get pretty angry. but in the end, it is a community, and with every community, you have to weigh the benefits against the disadvantages.

so, yeah. be nice to each other.
watch angel. listen to the constantines. stay informed. have amazing sex.

i'll be back,
matt

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anybody notice that Lucha doesn't get used as much as he used to? the pirate, the monkey, the kitty; they're still popular. i go back to my old theory: Lucha doesn't have any sort of emotional attachment.