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Epilysium Onederous

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Tuesday Apr 15, 2008

Apr 15, 2008
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i can't stop sleeping... buh. i fell asleep at 2:00 pm and slept until 6:00 pm. And i am still sleepy. And i didn't wake up until 9:00 am.
That's late for me.

These ghost shows are cheesy. People in the shadows banging cookie sheets and crap around. That little Zelda lady does the voice for the narrator. i love her voice...

i have been having millions of sex dreams lately, but it's never good sex. Actually i only had sex in one dream... and it was horrible.
It was like, in that porn on Efukt.com called Billy Fucks His Aunt, it's really funny, but Billy doesn't know what to do. "In the vagina, Billy, in the vagina!"
That's what she says.
And it's horrible.
That's what kind of sex i had in my dream.

i hate love and i hate wanting to fuck people.




And now i get to do acid. i was really freaked out, but i feel better about it now because i got some tips from a friend.
But just thinking about it started giving me a panic attack.
i've always wanted to try it, at least once, but i could never find any.
Frankie and i are going to be talking to the posters on her walls and ceilings, haha.
i told her we have to listen to Modest Mouse and Pink Floyd and calm music if we're going to listen to it, because the stuff Roberto usually listens to is really energetic and scary.
It feels good when i'm stoned, but i know that if i am nervous and under any sort of influence, i'll start having a bad trip.
And i'm almost certain that i'm going to think i'm not breathing.
Fucking 12 hours is a long time for a trip, though, especially since it fucks with time anyway. i know it seems like forever when i'm stoned, even though it's only about an hour or two.
i think i'm just going to take one hit, and then if i feel okay, i'm going to go ahead and do the second one.
And this will possibly be the only time i do it.
i'm sure i'll do it again at one point later in life, but for now, this is the only time for a while.
i had to read up on the LSD so i would know more about it because it usually helps me not be so anxious when i try something for the first time. It goes with peircings, too.
Especially my septum. i had to watch videos upon videos to give myself the courage for that.
And i actually believed it wasn't going to hurt... Ha!
xalicex:
sleep is soooo good......but i have the opposite problem at the moment!

Apr 15, 2008
aluka:
Oh wow, thank you so much! Don't be sorry, I love getting compliments... especially from cute girls! biggrin haha, you know what I mean... it's just more rare...

I've seen you around here too... mostly through our mutual friend ShankSystem and I must say ditto... you are a cutie too, love all the hair colors. Are those hard to keep up?
Apr 16, 2008

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