I appreciate the idea of @rambo and @missy to share the inner world of models here, not just appearance features. And here is mine. Not as short as I intended, but covering more than just routine facts.
1. Just an answer on the F.A.Q. :) My nickname comes from Irish and translates as unicorn. It has its own history in my life (and it has nothing in common with an up-to-date fashion and popularity of unicorns and other magic creatures), I've already mentioned a bit about it in the comments on my page. Of course I know that Aonbheannach is not easy to write or pronounce correctly, so you can short it to Aon.
2. I was born in the family of musician. My dad plays violin, cello, contrabass, piano, flute... I didn't go to any musical school, but I tried to play some instruments by myself. I still almost do not read music on notes, but I pick tunes by ear. Also I can sing in various styles, but that comes with a deep fear: I sing in public very rare, my voice starts trembling and let me down a bit; however there are cases when I can sing normally and sometimes wonder someone near me with my voice.
3. The third fact rans logically from the previous one. I'm not afraid of darkness, animals, maniacs, death and so on. The only thing that really throws me into a shiver is the manifestation of myself. I'm afraid to show that I can do something (or pretend to be able to), I'm literally obsessed with the idea of what others know and can do much more and better, and I'm just afraid to upset the one next to me. So, I showed my poems to my dad at a fairly mature age and after winning a literary contest. And contrary to many years of experience of posing, I still can not call myself a model.
4. A small clarification regarding the fear of living beings. As a child, I was afraid of spiders - not all, but mostly large ones. I was afraid to get into the web, in which there is a spider. Later, I met a wonderful photographer and made him and his pet (a big spidy) friends. Now I have my own big and fluffy spider, and I really love it :)
5. I can do lots of artistic things. I paint and draw, I carve on bones, I love creating something using gem stones, beads, leather and polymer clay, I sing, play and write (as I've already mentioned), I pose for photographers and artista as well as I shoot models...but each of these "art ways" are mainly a way to live for me. I am sufficiently vulnerable and at the same time critical of myself, and I fully understand that I can not do anything of the above at least a half great. I am quite negligent and ascetic in some plans, and this contributes to the fact that I can not develop myself in any one way to the end.
6. I have a sufficiently low self-esteem, and I was very surprised a couple of times when they tried to "blame" me for the opposite. :) I'm stubborn, but not selfish.
7. I respect the human choice in relationships. Polyamory, bisexuality, orgies, celibacy, solitude - you can choose any path for yourself ... which does not harm unnecessarily others (or the law in your country :) ). The main thing is that you are sure of it, and if any changes are possible later, please do not assure others actively that your decision will not change. I'm absolutely not jealous of the opposite sex, and I'm open to an adequate and frank discussion of problems in relationships or perceptions (relationships again, each other, decisions, choices, reactions, etc.)
8. I love nature more than people. It is much more important for me to find a common language with an animal than to "brand" it with the opinion of society ("the animals are stupid and do not understand anything," or "the animal is intelligent if it repeats the man"). At the same time I like to watch people and their behavior. I like to reveal the characteristics of human feelings and thinking, I love self-examination and self-interest. I am surrounded by pretty interesting people, not only talented and wise ones, but also quite unstable (emotionally or mentally) ... but beautiful :) I respect dualism and consider it an inalienable feature of life itself.
9. I always had my own special relationship with sleeping and eating: I can eat and sleep without feeling vigor or saturation, and I can spend much time without food or sleep (although, of course, I will look sleepy and grab an apple in my hand :) ). In other words, my companions of life are constant drowsiness and lack of hunger.
10. I love telling something not to the end. That's why I prefer leaving the last point "half empty". You may fullfill it by yourself just asking me something.
See you soon!
And thank you for your attention.
