Stina is hot. Whoooaaa.
Sittin' on the couch with a papaya mask on my face and my hair tied up in a pink handkerchief. I am so hot right now, I can't even tell you. I'd take a picture, but, well, you know.
Worked all day. Mmm, sushi. It's nice to not want to slash my wrists at my job. Maybe someday I'll go the...
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Sittin' on the couch with a papaya mask on my face and my hair tied up in a pink handkerchief. I am so hot right now, I can't even tell you. I'd take a picture, but, well, you know.
Worked all day. Mmm, sushi. It's nice to not want to slash my wrists at my job. Maybe someday I'll go the...
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new profile pic. check it out.
What I did This Weekend:
worked.
didn't make jack for money.
rode my bike and laughed at people in spandex.
got hit on while riding my bike--guy comes up behind me (while I've got headphones on, mind you) and says "What does your tattoo say?" I say, "If I wanted everyone to know, I'd have gotten it in English."...
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What I did This Weekend:
worked.
didn't make jack for money.
rode my bike and laughed at people in spandex.
got hit on while riding my bike--guy comes up behind me (while I've got headphones on, mind you) and says "What does your tattoo say?" I say, "If I wanted everyone to know, I'd have gotten it in English."...
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twwly:
god, i love sushi.
mcqueen:
Hey, no worries. Thanks for listening and calling! It's sort of bittersweet. On one hand, I like when people call in, but I'm usually so fucking distracted--getting music cued up, dealing with shitty equipment, writing down playlists--that I come off sounding like a jackass. Or worse, a big jerk.
That was a wordy disclaimer for "I hope I didn't sound like an idiot."
That was a wordy disclaimer for "I hope I didn't sound like an idiot."
I went to see Grind tonight. That skateboard movie, yep. And fucking loved it. It reminded me of a summer with my boys from high school, before they smoked so much pot that they fried all ambition, and took up petty or not-so-petty crime. Didn't hurt that the lead kid looks like my friend Rhett. Yeah, the plot is pretty flimsy, but who cares? It's...
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kikka:
oh yes?
then i want! to be! your girlfriend! at least as much as the internet allows!
then i want! to be! your girlfriend! at least as much as the internet allows!
ericj:
Man, those rules just prove that you'll never love me. 
I do so want to see Grind and Bend it Like Beckham.
1. Newman.
2. Bike, actually. I used to skate, but WAY before that I was a terror on my bike, so, first loves and all. Plus, I really want to do some fucking real mountain biking. None of this trail shit.
3. T-Bird
4. No opinion
5. Torn
6. Fuck, torn again. Quit making them hard.
I do so want to see Grind and Bend it Like Beckham.
1. Newman.
2. Bike, actually. I used to skate, but WAY before that I was a terror on my bike, so, first loves and all. Plus, I really want to do some fucking real mountain biking. None of this trail shit.
3. T-Bird
4. No opinion
5. Torn
6. Fuck, torn again. Quit making them hard.
I went for a bike ride today.
The average biker I passed: Spandex bike shorts and top, bike shoes, helmet, water bottle, little armband radio thingie.
Me: cutoff jeans (waistband and legs), wifebeater, Pumas, trucker hat, walkman stuffed into my bra blaring Agnostic Front.
Yep. I am not your average Denverite.
On my way back to my house, I passed the cutest girl with her...
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The average biker I passed: Spandex bike shorts and top, bike shoes, helmet, water bottle, little armband radio thingie.
Me: cutoff jeans (waistband and legs), wifebeater, Pumas, trucker hat, walkman stuffed into my bra blaring Agnostic Front.
Yep. I am not your average Denverite.
On my way back to my house, I passed the cutest girl with her...
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bryn:
ARR! 
and *something in Elvish* and all that. ill snuggle up with the one blonde ive ever had the hots for [even though hes not really blonde], and you get the dirty scruffy dude. i love Viggo. im so glad they picked him instead of like Tom Cruise [who sucks at acting] or Brad Pitt [who can act, but is way too arrogant].
and *something in Elvish* and all that. ill snuggle up with the one blonde ive ever had the hots for [even though hes not really blonde], and you get the dirty scruffy dude. i love Viggo. im so glad they picked him instead of like Tom Cruise [who sucks at acting] or Brad Pitt [who can act, but is way too arrogant].
bombshellbetty:
Ooh, a writing career! Takes a lot of guts to go after that. What do you write?
Maybe my standards would have a little room for bending if I ever went out anywhere.
Instead, I talk to my ex on the phone for a while, and try to explain to him why I miss him, but I can't even really explain to myself. It's hard not to say "I love you" at the end of the conversation, but if I did, either...
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Instead, I talk to my ex on the phone for a while, and try to explain to him why I miss him, but I can't even really explain to myself. It's hard not to say "I love you" at the end of the conversation, but if I did, either...
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bombshellbetty:
It's strange talking with my ex, too. Weird, because I do still love him. *hug*
This feeling is strange. I kinda want to just say "Fuck it!" and get in a car and drive, I don't know where. That's exactly what I want to do. Change. Like you, wanting to go away, change it all. Start over. Hmmm.
This feeling is strange. I kinda want to just say "Fuck it!" and get in a car and drive, I don't know where. That's exactly what I want to do. Change. Like you, wanting to go away, change it all. Start over. Hmmm.
twwly:
moving back in isn't so bad. it's a great way to save money and eat.
All boys should go to this guy's journal and take notes. Rules to live by.
Got new shoes yesterday. I am entirely too much of a Puma whore. But these ones are black and silver and comfy. Pictures soon.
Gotta do laundry, but I'm procrastinating...
It's going to rain again soon. I may have to go run around in it. I miss water. I'm tired...
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Got new shoes yesterday. I am entirely too much of a Puma whore. But these ones are black and silver and comfy. Pictures soon.
Gotta do laundry, but I'm procrastinating...
It's going to rain again soon. I may have to go run around in it. I miss water. I'm tired...
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bombshellbetty:
Rules to live by? But I like it when boys beg! Especially if I happen to be standing on his chest at the time.
Sexy underwear if for your enjoyment, little miss! Yours! Oh, and possibly the neighbors if they're lucky.
Thank you so much for your good wishes. I'm procrastinating the housework, too. *sigh* Back to it...
Sexy underwear if for your enjoyment, little miss! Yours! Oh, and possibly the neighbors if they're lucky.
Thank you so much for your good wishes. I'm procrastinating the housework, too. *sigh* Back to it...
mcqueen:
R for race.
The sticker hasn't been stuck. I usually save the singles. I only stick the ones I have multiples of. But it's in very good company with my cherished 80s skate stickers.
The sticker hasn't been stuck. I usually save the singles. I only stick the ones I have multiples of. But it's in very good company with my cherished 80s skate stickers.
changing fave girls again. because Madyson is hot, but I can't go too long without Twwly on my faves list. plus, these three were the only ones to reply to my last journal entry (along with the great McQueen).
Work tonight was not bad, for once.
I want a pair of matching tattoos on my hipbones (or thereabouts) but I don't know what. Any...
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Work tonight was not bad, for once.
I want a pair of matching tattoos on my hipbones (or thereabouts) but I don't know what. Any...
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mcqueen:
Oh come on...you HAVE to keep a beach cruiser in the stable!
I just finished painting up another bike this weekend.
So, I'm not your favorite SuicideGirl? Whateva!
I just finished painting up another bike this weekend.
So, I'm not your favorite SuicideGirl? Whateva!
mcqueen:
San Jose doesn't have any hills at all!
1. almost done with shitty job. only another week or so. yay.
2. cannot stop thinking about that boy. damnit. gotta call him back tomorrow when the cellphone is free. but he probably won't answer and then will call me back when I'm at work. bah.
3. I never worry about the things I should worry about. Instead, I create big dramatic problems when there...
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2. cannot stop thinking about that boy. damnit. gotta call him back tomorrow when the cellphone is free. but he probably won't answer and then will call me back when I'm at work. bah.
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cherry:
What're you doing after you leave your job? Sorry If I missed you say...
Cherry xox
Cherry xox
bryn:
roommates SUCK.
ooo. i have the "kiss me...." sticker.
ooo. i have the "kiss me...." sticker.
It's interesting to hear everyone else's comments on my situation.
Well, I talked to him. Briefly. He called me back and I was at work, slinging sushi, but I answered the phone and my hands were shaking. It was awkward...bad connection (two cellphones) and I just wanted to hear everything about him, what he's been doing...I'm supposed to call him back later this week when...
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Well, I talked to him. Briefly. He called me back and I was at work, slinging sushi, but I answered the phone and my hands were shaking. It was awkward...bad connection (two cellphones) and I just wanted to hear everything about him, what he's been doing...I'm supposed to call him back later this week when...
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mcqueen:
All--let me say that again--ALL my friends should not be allowed to drink without a leash. I am the only sane one of the bunch.
[Edited on Aug 15, 2003]
[Edited on Aug 15, 2003]
ericj:
Yeah, I think the plan has merit. We'll see how long I stick to it.
And, yeah, absolutely, compromises are fine, but they should be the right ones and for the right reasons, and you really don't NEED to. Sounds like you're doing pretty good with it right now. You know what I've found about myself? I crush REALLY hard at the beginning of a new thing and I'll be all like, "she's perfect! she likes what i like, she's beautiful, blah, blah, blah" and I sort of choose to ignore things that I don't dig on, you know? That lasts maybe a day or two, a week at most, and then reality starts hitting and it's like , "she's pefect if only" And I'm right back into my "if only" theory, and I start not liking them so much. It's like buying a car, you need that cooling off period to let your emotional and rational minds kibbutz a little.
We'll see how long I stick to it.
And, yeah, absolutely, compromises are fine, but they should be the right ones and for the right reasons, and you really don't NEED to. Sounds like you're doing pretty good with it right now.
You know what I've found about myself? I crush REALLY hard at the beginning of a new thing and I'll be all like, "she's perfect! she likes what i like, she's beautiful, blah, blah, blah" and I sort of choose to ignore things that I don't dig on, you know? That lasts maybe a day or two, a week at most, and then reality starts hitting and it's like , "she's pefect if only" And I'm right back into my "if only" theory, and I start not liking them so much. It's like buying a car, you need that cooling off period to let your emotional and rational minds kibbutz a little. well I've lost my equilibrium
my car keys and my pride
tattoo parlor's warm
and so I huddle there inside
the grinding of the buzz saw
whatchuwanthathingtosay
just don't misspell her name
buddy she's the one that got away
-Tom Waits
got a phone call tonight. Had just about written him off this time, usually he calls right back or writes right back, but it's...
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my car keys and my pride
tattoo parlor's warm
and so I huddle there inside
the grinding of the buzz saw
whatchuwanthathingtosay
just don't misspell her name
buddy she's the one that got away
-Tom Waits
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rubbersoul:
I believe in destiny. I say make it happen. There's a reason he hasn't left your mind.
hellkitten:
Do I ever have someone like that. Actually, I've been dreaming about him all week. Something about me trying to find his cabin on a ship. Weird. I want to contact him, but I know I shouldn't. Funny thing is that he was such a bastard to me and yet I still measure others against him.
here's my email, hopefully it'll work this time.
iliveinshangrila@hotmail.com
i dont usually eat before bed [anymore]
well i dont usually eat.
i am poor.
yay philly!
1] a zoo and then a strip club. the best date [with a boy] id ever had was that
2] me rikey zee bangs and chin length dealy
3]i dunno if theyre from CA [i know they play out there lots] Blonde Redhead. or Broadcast if i suck and am wrong
4] can i get back to you on that? there are so many