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I was supposed to work for my landlady today helping one of her clients pack, but apparently I've been April-fooled about it.

And the guy who's printing my advertising letters (better known as the "please-give-us-money" letters) will not call me back either.

I hate sitting here thinking "There's a ton of crap I could be doing right now, and instead I'm sitting on my bed...
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sebsis:
I would offer to massage you if 1) I were near you and 2) it were understood that you don't end up trying to score. I'm not that kind of boy.

Yeah, I went a little extreme in order to get people attention, but you see what I mean about guys (and girls) who can choose the right wine and stuff, but not be able to change a tire. And people who seem to think that you are less of a person if you can do things like that. I'm just a little frustrated over someone who I thought was cool finding out that I am a mechanic and used to be an over the road truck driver and has known me for a good while all of the sudden talking to me like I'm an idiot because I can make money changing oil and installing CV axles and stuff. I was smart when I fix espresso machines and make coffee drinks. But Oh, I play hockey too? Gee check out the scars on my hands from my knuckles dragging!

Bah! People.

Anyway. You got something nagging you and that sucks and I wish I could help you out because you're nice and stuff. I like being your e-friend. But the reality is, there is little I can do to help you out other than think good thoughts for you and tell you to hang in there. Oh, and this. *e-hug*

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I am fucking boring.

There is the most adorable girl at the MAC store at the Cherry Creek mall. she's got great hair and great tattoos and generally is just jaw-droppingly cute. I want her hair.

I am torn between wanting to be outdoors, physically active, and kicking ass all the time, and wanting to curl up on the couch and read philosophy books.

I...
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sebsis:
As for that tour, I had to look up who they are and I don't ding it ironic, more like pathetic. *laugh*

I learned not to go with more than maybe 1 or 2 rookie hopefuls and grab the best goalies first. Also to pace my players better. Running out in the last week and a half sucks.

Oh, and chin up. You can kick ass all day and lounge all night. That's a good compromise I would think.

sebsis:
Hey . $5.00 says the Flyers and the Senators end up fighting again despite what the league says.

Edited because I type like a damned spastic today.

[Edited on Apr 01, 2004 1:56PM]
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sebsis:
Glad the physical stuff is working so well for you!

I have no idea what else I was going to say. You know me though, odds are it was hockey.
anotherlostsoul:
I like your profile pic a lot. The short blonde hair would definitely be interesting...

I say go for it!
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do you ever feel so alone that you think you'll explode?

I'm not asking for sympathy. Well, maybe for sympathy rather than reassurance. See, the thing is, I know I'm pretty rad. I don't need people on the internet to boost my ego. I don't think there's something wrong with me. Or maybe I do, subconsciously. Maybe though I consciously feel that there's nothing wrong...
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twwly:
I'd really like to go to Denver, actually.....
yvoarioch:
Don't hate me...but my favorite team is the Ottawa Senators. I do like Colorado (except Adam Smelly-Foote...SCUMBAG!!!) though...and being from the Bay Area, I have to root for the Sharkys too...

miao!!
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Today was one of the rare days where the boss lady told me to come in a half hour later. Gotta love that.

I bought new sunglasses, footless tights, and a halter bra made out of a D.A.R.E. t-shirt. I don't really need to be spending money, but I figure since I haven't spent any on beer lately, I deserve to spend it on clothes....
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mylf:
I hear ya about the date. the dating pool out here is very lacking. well except for this one guy I met at yoga, which reminds me I have to find out if he is single or not...

ANYWAY... he was carrying PRADA??? damn. and I have seen that Dior bag. if you do ever end up with it I will envy you forever.
mylf:
I've had 2 dates since I moved here. Same guy. he totally makes me agree with the 'ugh. dates. men.' you left in my journal.

though I could use a boy toy... wink
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I think I'm sick of being a critic. I want to CREATE something, not critique something that others have created. At some level, I feel like "Who the fuck am I to say whether what they've done is good or bad, at least they DID it and put themselves out there for assholes like me to critique."

One part of me says "You're actually working...
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mylf:
too bad you never said that last part out loud. damn that needing money to support yourself! wink

Today I met a guy who had the same major I did. it was great. his friend wasn't too happy though. The friend just wanted to leave, and this guy was so happy to have someone to chat with that knew what he was talking about.
tinfoilhalo:
All the world's a critic . YOU get payed to be one , though . That's gotta' count for something . wink

I've been trying to creat my own "thing" for a few tears now . It's quite taxing . Someday though....I'll be a gazillionaire$$$$$ biggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrin
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One more political rant and then I'm going to ask all of you to take it to the Current Events board and leave me out of it. I will not be responding to any more comments on the subject. I'm not going to be able to convince you if you don't agree with me, but the vast majority of you DO agree with me, so...
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sebsis:
If you think you're stressed imagine how they must be feeling! I know what you mean though. While I want to be loyal to my favorite teams, I'm pretty disgusted with a lot of things. The league is getting tough on things now, but the officiating has really sucked. Who knew that 2 ref's would mean twice as bad at caling penalties? I did. (I know everything dontchaknow!) I didn't even bother watching any of the games tuesday night. My brother was waiting for me to text message him and feed him scores while he was out, but I had no idea what the scores were until yesterday morning. Anyway, back to my studying. I think that all the other crap I'm dealing with, (Dad's prolonged illness, friends freaking out and being dramatic, can't properly diagnose my truck to get it back to being reliable and then whole out of work because the shop burned thing...) has got my mind on other things than hockey which sucks because it's almost over except for the playoffs, and I'm not feeling eager to watch these days. Playing Sunday was nice though. Especially repeatedly checking the kid that slashed me, and talking smack to him every time I was out there. Roller hockey is not quite as good as ice though, it hurts more when you go down and skid, you sweat a lot more, and I end up using a set of wheels for every game played and that ain't cheap.
mylf:
I was only at Northeastern for a year. then I had my daughter and transferred to Framingham State. I miss Northeastern. Hell I miss school in general.
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I'm about to go off and rant here on a few different subjects, so be warned:

First off, why is it that men who claim to be feminists or feminist-inclined always seem to be arguing nevertheless that women don't have it as bad as we think we do? Fuck, dude, if you don't think so, go hang out with the rest of the guys that...
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gnarface_killah:
you say that their are worse people in the world than Saddam. Who are they, what conutries do they rule. Also if the war was about oil why is gas a $1.70 shouldn't it be $1.00 even if this war was about oil. My final question is since your a Howard Dean supporter what are your feelings about John Kerry.

You also say that a person who runs from war shouldn't send men to war. What about President Clinton I know you'll say that we never went to war under him but whats so different about the War in Kosovo, and the war in Iraq, We never found the 300 mass Graves that the Clinton administration said would be there, why wasn't he hamstrung for this use of power.

pip:
Thank you for the explanation of the female celebrity thing.

SG does not hate you!

And I hope he can make it back. If he never plays again then neither should bertuzzi. Fair rule: intentionally injure a person and miss as many games as they do on top of your suspension.

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Ahhh. Day off. Now I have to clean this mess I affectionately call my room. But first, coffee and breakfast.

A bunch of democratic candidates are doing a thang at the Colorado History Museum today, but I don't know if I feel good enough to make it. This week has completely drained me. Might just go see Miracle again tonight--that little girl from my workshop...
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sebsis:
So... I guess neither of us really care for Belak now either? What is it with people trying to maim Av's players?
sebsis:
Moore is getting out? That is the best thing I have heard this week! Too bad that it means that Bertuzzi will have a better chance of playing for Team Canada this year...

I'm with you on the teams that play like the Av's and Bolt's.

It's a shame that a lot of teams don't get a clue on that sort of thing.

On a different note, I hope my pizza gets here soon. I'm starving and I don't want to stop studying to go cook or go out and get something.
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did I say "too early" on thursday? HA.

at the office at 6:15 this morning. out of the fundraiser at 10:30. PM.

but you know what? it's almost over and then I have days to recuperate (and get belligerently drunk, especially now that I know that the hi-dive has Chartreuse)

and some of these kids really are worth me going crazy.

I'll make sense on...
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pip:
I'm way behiond on your journal and scrolled abck. Did you say stoughton?!!?!? Did you Town Spa while you were home? Fuck I so should of met up with you for some Spa!! Goddamn I suck! Goddamn SGBoston sucks! I'm working on fixing both of these, but it's hard work.

Good luck with everything.
tinfoilhalo:
What the hell's going on with your Avs . I was in the bar and Sport's Center was on and I saw some Maple Leaf trying to be-head one of your guys with a stick!!!!!!eeek

This is just a few weeks after ANOTHER Av got blind sided by some OTHER guy . shocked

Is there a contract out on your team , or what ???? Next thing you know Tanya Harding's gonna' bust Joey Sak' in the knee with a friggin' pipe . confused