Wow. that journal entry was fucken exciting, I guess.
Maybe this one will be more so.
Tomorrow I turn 25. Should be excited, I guess, birthday 'n'all, but really, I'm just scared shitless.
Thought I was OK with it until a few days ago, when the random neurotic episodes came back. I have gotten pretty good at psychoanalyzing myself over the past few years, and...
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Maybe this one will be more so.
Tomorrow I turn 25. Should be excited, I guess, birthday 'n'all, but really, I'm just scared shitless.
Thought I was OK with it until a few days ago, when the random neurotic episodes came back. I have gotten pretty good at psychoanalyzing myself over the past few years, and...
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Sometimes I just have to be grateful that Mick Jagger and David Bowie exist. Whatever deal they made with the devil, it was worth it.
Apropos of the Devil and David Bowie, I've been catching up on the Lucifer comics and feeling grateful that there's someone out there carrying on Neil Gaiman's legacy of great storytelling coupled with insane knowledge of arcane mythology. (How many...
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Apropos of the Devil and David Bowie, I've been catching up on the Lucifer comics and feeling grateful that there's someone out there carrying on Neil Gaiman's legacy of great storytelling coupled with insane knowledge of arcane mythology. (How many...
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rev_jynxx:
Random is good, for some of us ritual...
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pip:
Happy Patriots Day!
mylf:
nice shirt!
Another update from the bike shop. Yeah, ima fucken slacker. Deal with it.
I'm also hung over this lovely morning, thanks to a night of dancing and trying to duck the barely-legal boys my friend Michaela kept trying to throw my way in between her sessions of making out with the cutest guy there. 18+ dance parties are great for the college kids and all,...
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I'm also hung over this lovely morning, thanks to a night of dancing and trying to duck the barely-legal boys my friend Michaela kept trying to throw my way in between her sessions of making out with the cutest guy there. 18+ dance parties are great for the college kids and all,...
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boundcreature:
we need a coffee shop and less than 12 hours of driving distance between us... but, i do own a phone... so that's a step in the right direction.
boundcreature:
also, i forgot my ID the other night when i went to the show, so i had the big black x'es (still do actually, i can't get them off!) all night... so, you never know how many of those boys are underage and how many are just irresponsible and couldn't keep their ID in their wallet...
I am currently at the bike shop pretending to work on our website (check it: pedals but don't stalk me now. I have a pedal wrench and I'm not afraid to use it!) and updating my SG. Because I don't have enough time at home to do that or anything. Why? Current projects more important than SG include:
My story/novella/comic/graphic novel. Although my friend Frank...
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My story/novella/comic/graphic novel. Although my friend Frank...
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captblackheart:
beach cruisers are the best bikes ever, i am currently in the process of trying to steal the one at my bar that we are giving away in a raffle, i want it. i might just have to break down and try doing it the legit way.
whats this social life thing you speak of? it sounds scary
whats this social life thing you speak of? it sounds scary
kingskottie:
cool ass... but you at one time threatened to delete me cos i questioned madonna's cooolness. that hurt.
[Edited on Apr 14, 2005 7:49PM]
cool ass... but you at one time threatened to delete me cos i questioned madonna's cooolness. that hurt.
[Edited on Apr 14, 2005 7:49PM]
Updating again for no particular reason.
I'll be back to regularly-scheduled interestingness at some point.
who'm I kidding? I'm effing boring. off to the coffee shop again to write, and read, and think, and caffeinate.
here's a bit of what I've been writing.
Jack's had plenty of gorgeous girls. Gorgeous is fucking boring. He eases off his stool and weaves across the dance floor, past...
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I'll be back to regularly-scheduled interestingness at some point.
who'm I kidding? I'm effing boring. off to the coffee shop again to write, and read, and think, and caffeinate.
here's a bit of what I've been writing.
Jack's had plenty of gorgeous girls. Gorgeous is fucking boring. He eases off his stool and weaves across the dance floor, past...
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boundcreature:
nice.
scooter11:
Not to my knoweledge; the settings must be off for some reason. I'll try to fix; if not, I gyess I can use that as an excuse to change to AOL...
Not to my knoweledge; the settings must be off for some reason. I'll try to fix; if not, I gyess I can use that as an excuse to change to AOL...Yeah, I'm updating.
I just haven't been in the mood for SG lately. I still check my journal and your journals and all of that jazz, but I've been trying to read more, to actually WATCH movies rather than put them on for background noise while I message-board hop, etc. etc.
Also need to get back to working on my French, and re-teach myself how...
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I just haven't been in the mood for SG lately. I still check my journal and your journals and all of that jazz, but I've been trying to read more, to actually WATCH movies rather than put them on for background noise while I message-board hop, etc. etc.
Also need to get back to working on my French, and re-teach myself how...
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na_mike:
I hope you saw the lads from DU win two in a row
eponine:
my mom went on a...one of her things she does, and "cleaned" and knocked out some walls...or ALL the walls of your old room. it's fucking crazy. actually, that's the reason i have two inhalers now... 100 year old plaster does NOT make happy lungs.
anyway, thanks to her "cleaning," the poster is MIA but i know it's SOMEWHERE downstairs...and it's in a tube so it won't get hurt... i just have to find it.
anyway, thanks to her "cleaning," the poster is MIA but i know it's SOMEWHERE downstairs...and it's in a tube so it won't get hurt... i just have to find it.
I'm really not into self-pity. Seriously. I don't find that an effective way of dealing with problems. Wallowing in it really doesn't help, unless I'm trying to write it out.
Today, however, I just don't feel like going out. Did some errands, sat at the coffee shop and worked on some GRE math (why must I learn math again to apply to film schools, O...
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Today, however, I just don't feel like going out. Did some errands, sat at the coffee shop and worked on some GRE math (why must I learn math again to apply to film schools, O...
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mylf:
haven't you used that pic before 
just picking on ya
just picking on ya
bobdylan5:
Hi. I've been journal surfing and I read some of your stuff. You are a great writer.
Sin City was truly mind-blowingly gorgeous. I'm sure I'll see it again soon, but tonight I've got reading and writing to do.
But what I really want to know is,
what would you do if some days the only thing you know for sure is that you met the person you were supposed to spend your life with, and that you lost him and he's...
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But what I really want to know is,
what would you do if some days the only thing you know for sure is that you met the person you were supposed to spend your life with, and that you lost him and he's...
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merry:
Get drunk and slutty. But that's my solution to everything, sooo...
scooter11:
Yeah, that was one ugly bit of business. Jeebus.
In terms of your question...I don't believe in destiny. But I would have some whisky and listen to sad music...
In terms of your question...I don't believe in destiny. But I would have some whisky and listen to sad music...
Sin City was truly mind-blowingly gorgeous. I'm sure I'll see it again soon, but tonight I've got reading and writing to do.
But what I really want to know is,
what would you do if some days the only thing you know for sure is that you met the person you were supposed to spend your life with, and that you lost him and he's...
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But what I really want to know is,
what would you do if some days the only thing you know for sure is that you met the person you were supposed to spend your life with, and that you lost him and he's...
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johnsonboy:
It's an exercie in futility, but I write her poems. She's not actually maried yet, though, so it might just work.
bettietwoguns:
gah.
i say cry a lot, hope that he's unbelievably happy, and cry some more. then i guess i'd take a deep breath and try to go about my daily life till it stopped hurting so much.
this is, in any case, what i did when my first love started dating my best friend.
they didn't stay together, and now i'm closer to both of them.
i also realized that he wasn't the one, years before i met the one who is.
i say cry a lot, hope that he's unbelievably happy, and cry some more. then i guess i'd take a deep breath and try to go about my daily life till it stopped hurting so much.
this is, in any case, what i did when my first love started dating my best friend.
they didn't stay together, and now i'm closer to both of them.
i also realized that he wasn't the one, years before i met the one who is.
yeah. i do.
awesome.
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you sound like me. only, i'm not in south carolina.
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get that lymph node looked at if the swelling goes down. i got one of those fuckers a bunch of years ago and it turned out i had fucking contracted MONO and STREP THROAT...
AT THE SAME FUCKING TIME!!!!
oh man, it was so bad, i kept falling asleep and waking myself up everytime i swallowed cuz it hurt so bad, but i was so tired... oh, so lame.
i hope you are all better and nothing is wrong